button button who's got the button? ... wait, i found it. ha ha ha
well well well... yea :P i dunno. hmmm. i discovered something last night, ha ha ha. yea... lol. fun fun stuff.
any way. Joe got me fucking sick because we both drink out of the milk carton. no wonder when ever Charlie comes over he opens up a new one, but he's also a germ freak so what ever. but, i have a sore throat and green goo from my nose and a head ach all the damn time. lol. i added the green goo because i know everyone wants to hear about it because it's so nasty. lol. oh. some thing even better then green goo. when i went and had my worts froze on friday the one on my pointer finger turned into a blood blister then when i was working the other day it got cut open so when i took a shower the blood got washed out. then.... it closed up again but filled with puss and my other two on the palms of my hands got water blisters unfer them from when i was working the other day. so today i sat down on the bathroom from after hitting the pussie one so many fucking times and so i sat on the bathroom floor and got out the peroxide and alchol and the puss one had a cut on it so it got squeezed out and then i was like fuck.. so i yelled "Joe!! you want to do something sick??" and he said not really and that he wasn't touching them. and i said he didn't have to touch them just cut em and yea.. lol. he still said no. so i cut open the blisters myself and there was this skin type thing covering where the vesels from the worts came up and i pulled that out and it was so fucking sick. lol. you know. the funny thing is i saw someone else do this or if i had to hear about it i'd be grossed out. but lucky for me it was my hands. oh. and the one that had puss i cut the skin off of it then i pulled out the sealing and blood came gushing out. lol. yea... normaly everyone knows i'm not sick like this but... i'm bored out of my damn skull so i'm telling you all a nasty story.
i think today was my last day working this week because tomorrow i might be going shopping *achew*.. lol. yea.. but uh, my mom had all this week off so i had to work every fucking day and i would be a better worker if i fucking got paid but no... Theresa gets paid though. the house does look nice though.
oh. i found out that Katie isn't doing the dormer intil like the second week in september. no wonder i'll be out of my moms office the end of october. she makes her little comments about that "well maybe i'd have my desk up of someone wasn't in there" and "well we wouldn't have all this cluster in the dining room if i had my office" and she has a smile on when she says it but just those little mother fucking comments drive me nuts.
i think i did a boo boo. Sunday night i was pissed at Seth about him telling Ricky some lies so when i had to finish Ricky's letter i just went postal. one. i never write in print anymore. only when i'm pissed or in a rush. not even. lets just say i hardly ever write in print anymore. so my hand writing was totally fucking sloppy and i was on a rage and.. i kinda told him the secrets that only Amanda, Seth, and my family knew. what ever though. just shows he doesn't want to get involved with someone fucked up like me. what happened then is part the reason i'm fucked up on one subject. i realized though on Monday... that it doesn't really matter who knows. it happened to me in the past and when i was little. i couldn't help it. the only people it really does matter if i tell is Zack, Katie, and friends around here because they're the ones that can fuck me over if they tell anyone else. and what i got into a conversation with Leo about the other day is about me trusting people. i find it hard to anymore. i sit there listening in on my moms and my family's conversations just to make sure my name isn't said. with Zack him and Weston hate Krissy but they act all good with her when she's around and totally bash her when she's gone. Zack does the same fucking thing about Katie too. i'll say one mother fucking thing about her and he totally goes off on me about her. the only friend i think i could trust not to fuck me over around here is Katie. she may be crazy sometimes but i don't think think she'd ever do that to me. i've been friends with her since the 6th grade. we may fight sometimes but she never trys to ruin me, my life, or my friendship with anyone. if she did i'd have to start calling her Zack. lol. wow, that was mean. but very true.
school starts soon. i'm not sure when. i thought it was the 7th. lol, i'm hoping Preston is back just so i can pick on him and see him again. he was a major pervert but i was also fault in that.
it's strange being single to me because sometimes it feels like i'm not. i have all these guy friends that try to control my life and ones that i care a lot about and it just feels sometimes like i'm going out with them but i'm not (obviously.). but, yea. oh. i also missplaced Weston's ring. it's really upsetting me and pissing me off because, well it's not mine. i took it from him. it wasn't given to me for it to be mine.
lol. oh yea. the fair is in town and today my mom came home and she was like "the carnies stole my lighter and cigarettes." and we were all like "yea right!" but.. she left them on the dash when she went to go into the gas station right by the park and when she came out they're gone. lol. i still don't believe that they did it but alright. :P. last year on the tilt a whirl there was a cute one. lol. when i was leaving the last night i was there he was smiling and looking at me and i said and he shook his head, smiled, and laughed, and said "don't walk so serious" lol. yea. he had a pretty smile, i think he was new to the carnie business. lol. though he may have been just helping out because i had seen him in town once before.
oi. i'll be off or something. my head is pounding horribly and yea. i think i may just go take a nap. oh and look. i'm in a better mood then i have been being. :P. lol. i fucking hate my fucked up cycle. i wish my mom wasn't such a nut and would let me be on BC. i'll be out though. maybe press the button again a few times. i'll take a shower too because i hate sleeping dirty. lol. that's why you have fun before bed. because you're dirty but when you're finished you're clean from one kind of dirty. lol. guys have a mess to clean up though. wow.. i'm leaving. see ya lovelies.
love always always
forever and longer
~The Owner and Angelic Princess of the Prestigious Lollypop Kingdom~
any way. Joe got me fucking sick because we both drink out of the milk carton. no wonder when ever Charlie comes over he opens up a new one, but he's also a germ freak so what ever. but, i have a sore throat and green goo from my nose and a head ach all the damn time. lol. i added the green goo because i know everyone wants to hear about it because it's so nasty. lol. oh. some thing even better then green goo. when i went and had my worts froze on friday the one on my pointer finger turned into a blood blister then when i was working the other day it got cut open so when i took a shower the blood got washed out. then.... it closed up again but filled with puss and my other two on the palms of my hands got water blisters unfer them from when i was working the other day. so today i sat down on the bathroom from after hitting the pussie one so many fucking times and so i sat on the bathroom floor and got out the peroxide and alchol and the puss one had a cut on it so it got squeezed out and then i was like fuck.. so i yelled "Joe!! you want to do something sick??" and he said not really and that he wasn't touching them. and i said he didn't have to touch them just cut em and yea.. lol. he still said no. so i cut open the blisters myself and there was this skin type thing covering where the vesels from the worts came up and i pulled that out and it was so fucking sick. lol. you know. the funny thing is i saw someone else do this or if i had to hear about it i'd be grossed out. but lucky for me it was my hands. oh. and the one that had puss i cut the skin off of it then i pulled out the sealing and blood came gushing out. lol. yea... normaly everyone knows i'm not sick like this but... i'm bored out of my damn skull so i'm telling you all a nasty story.
i think today was my last day working this week because tomorrow i might be going shopping *achew*.. lol. yea.. but uh, my mom had all this week off so i had to work every fucking day and i would be a better worker if i fucking got paid but no... Theresa gets paid though. the house does look nice though.
oh. i found out that Katie isn't doing the dormer intil like the second week in september. no wonder i'll be out of my moms office the end of october. she makes her little comments about that "well maybe i'd have my desk up of someone wasn't in there" and "well we wouldn't have all this cluster in the dining room if i had my office" and she has a smile on when she says it but just those little mother fucking comments drive me nuts.
i think i did a boo boo. Sunday night i was pissed at Seth about him telling Ricky some lies so when i had to finish Ricky's letter i just went postal. one. i never write in print anymore. only when i'm pissed or in a rush. not even. lets just say i hardly ever write in print anymore. so my hand writing was totally fucking sloppy and i was on a rage and.. i kinda told him the secrets that only Amanda, Seth, and my family knew. what ever though. just shows he doesn't want to get involved with someone fucked up like me. what happened then is part the reason i'm fucked up on one subject. i realized though on Monday... that it doesn't really matter who knows. it happened to me in the past and when i was little. i couldn't help it. the only people it really does matter if i tell is Zack, Katie, and friends around here because they're the ones that can fuck me over if they tell anyone else. and what i got into a conversation with Leo about the other day is about me trusting people. i find it hard to anymore. i sit there listening in on my moms and my family's conversations just to make sure my name isn't said. with Zack him and Weston hate Krissy but they act all good with her when she's around and totally bash her when she's gone. Zack does the same fucking thing about Katie too. i'll say one mother fucking thing about her and he totally goes off on me about her. the only friend i think i could trust not to fuck me over around here is Katie. she may be crazy sometimes but i don't think think she'd ever do that to me. i've been friends with her since the 6th grade. we may fight sometimes but she never trys to ruin me, my life, or my friendship with anyone. if she did i'd have to start calling her Zack. lol. wow, that was mean. but very true.
school starts soon. i'm not sure when. i thought it was the 7th. lol, i'm hoping Preston is back just so i can pick on him and see him again. he was a major pervert but i was also fault in that.
it's strange being single to me because sometimes it feels like i'm not. i have all these guy friends that try to control my life and ones that i care a lot about and it just feels sometimes like i'm going out with them but i'm not (obviously.). but, yea. oh. i also missplaced Weston's ring. it's really upsetting me and pissing me off because, well it's not mine. i took it from him. it wasn't given to me for it to be mine.
lol. oh yea. the fair is in town and today my mom came home and she was like "the carnies stole my lighter and cigarettes." and we were all like "yea right!" but.. she left them on the dash when she went to go into the gas station right by the park and when she came out they're gone. lol. i still don't believe that they did it but alright. :P. last year on the tilt a whirl there was a cute one. lol. when i was leaving the last night i was there he was smiling and looking at me and i said and he shook his head, smiled, and laughed, and said "don't walk so serious" lol. yea. he had a pretty smile, i think he was new to the carnie business. lol. though he may have been just helping out because i had seen him in town once before.
oi. i'll be off or something. my head is pounding horribly and yea. i think i may just go take a nap. oh and look. i'm in a better mood then i have been being. :P. lol. i fucking hate my fucked up cycle. i wish my mom wasn't such a nut and would let me be on BC. i'll be out though. maybe press the button again a few times. i'll take a shower too because i hate sleeping dirty. lol. that's why you have fun before bed. because you're dirty but when you're finished you're clean from one kind of dirty. lol. guys have a mess to clean up though. wow.. i'm leaving. see ya lovelies.
love always always
forever and longer
~The Owner and Angelic Princess of the Prestigious Lollypop Kingdom~