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[leigha_marie]

ok, so as everyone should know already, im in germany! yaya! actually i have been here for over 3 weeks! and absolutely loving it! the thing is though, i think im getting too attached to the kids. especially sophie! she is the cutest thing ever [as you can see from pictures in my space] she loves me and i am teaching her her first words in english! she is two and is only starting to talk now. she calls me iyah. i love her so much i could have given birth to her. we almost lost her the other day, she just walked out the front door and left. when i found out she wasnt being looked after during my time off i could have killed someone or cried a river at the same time. if anything would have happened to her i would have just died. so ya, its been three weeks, what happens in 11 months when its time to leave?? i dunno? i cant take her with me! im like her mother, i wake her up, feed her, change her, bathe her, read to her, talk to her, play with her, discipline her, love her, put her to bed, say goodnight, give her a kiss...a part of me will be missing when i leave. gosh this will be tough

anyways, on a happier note, im going to holland on vacation this weekend! yaay! they have american food stores there! gosh! im spending my life savings there! haha...but ya.

this was a boring entry. i just needed to write i guess

chow