my rants....
ok....first off i'd like to say that my doctor called today and everything is looking good as far as my heart issues go. second...my mom's car still isn't ready yet and my family lost our car insurance, so i'm pretty much screwed over in that department.
i've had a lot of things on my mind lately that i can't get away from, things that just seem to keep bugging me that i can't let bug me anymore:
1. missing my dad
2. my first big holiday without my dad being here
3. family stuff
4. certain people in the group who are always requiring the attention of my boyfriend
5. people not being honest with me
6. being left out of the group ALL the time lately
7. not being told about things when everyone else is
8. having dinner with my brother tomorrow night
9. Christmas Eve with my family
10. singing on x~mas eve
i've had a lot of things on my mind lately that i can't get away from, things that just seem to keep bugging me that i can't let bug me anymore:
1. missing my dad
2. my first big holiday without my dad being here
3. family stuff
4. certain people in the group who are always requiring the attention of my boyfriend
5. people not being honest with me
6. being left out of the group ALL the time lately
7. not being told about things when everyone else is
8. having dinner with my brother tomorrow night
9. Christmas Eve with my family
10. singing on x~mas eve