Thoughts in my head
If you are not in the mood for a semi depressing rant, I am going to cut this for you. You don't have to read it if you don't want to, I am not looking for sympathy, but if you wish to offer it I am not going to refuse it either. You have been warned, only because I love you guys.
( Speaking of love )
( Speaking of love )
I think it's probably somewhere in between... be open and vigilant when it comes, enough to act on an opportunity. After all, you won't meet anyone if you don't ever put yourself out there and socialize. But on the other hand, you have to let things progress naturally because anxiously overanalyzing or forcing something to happen isn't a good idea either.
Mmm, but what would I know, I’m married, lol. I haven’t had to date in a long time.
I do know that love is complicated though, and it’s never really as simple or as fairytale like as "unbridled, earth/universe changing." Maybe at first, but relationships grow and change over time, and everyone experiences it a little different.
At any rate, I don’t think you should worry yourself too much over it because you’ll know when it happens. Same thing with being a parent I think. Right now I’m scared to death about possibly getting pregnant soon... I have no idea how I’m supposed to feel, or what the hell I should do. But I just have to trust that I’ll figure it out as I go.
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As far as that quote, you are right. It is a mix of the two and one just has to learn to balance it, but then one also has to know what it is when it is there... Did I mention that I was completely oblivious...? Like COMPLETELY?
Thank you for your kind words though, I do appreciate it
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