Mar 31, 2004 23:05
Shizzat... i SERIOUSLY will use el jay more often... I SWEAR... i mean it this time...
well anyway, today has been a great day. spring break is so close.... i can taste it... and it tastes pretty damn good. All my classes are winding down, including the night ones at pierce. Hell, i actually had a good time in business law today. i learned that it's legal to recieve sterpies from your uncle. ...That gets me every time... And even though i wrote a timed essay for AP english (hopefully) today and it was absolutly PITIFUL, the day was great...
I guess i had one of those natural realization thingys.... appif---? thingys... ya know? and i finally know what i want to do with my life...
i want to live.
see,... it seems like i've been too goal oriented... even though i dont see myself like that... focusing upon the tangeble benifits, like grades, money, or even happiness... and how i need those...
but before i can be... successful... i need to learn to just be... to roll with the punches... to make lemonade from life's lemons... that whole bag.
well i'm sure that the 12-hour suphedrine (the knock-off sudefed from sav-on) has something to do with it too...
but today was great.