Feb 18, 2004 09:50
Well i have not written in this thing for so long...so me and Jeremy broke up...it was pretty hard at the moment but i know that everyone can agree with me that it is all for the better.So now i am on to good and better things,yay!Hopefully things will work out good...i am only really scared bc he is leaving in August and that is going to be one of the hardest things to do is letting go, o man! But also its confusing bc he is in LOVE with someone else which i still am very confused about...but at the same time i see how they are in love, like i see it when they look into each others eyes...but i dunno.My feelings for him are still strong!But hey life is very unpredictable...I feel that a close friend and i have grown apart maybe for her it is for the better but i feel like i am left behind in the dust well...she has found a better place to be...now she is happy but sometimes i second think like i was a place holder...but now i feel that i have developed a closer relationship with someone that i had before...so that is cool...well i am out