Dear Dream Cosplay

[lehulei]

I hate you. I hate how many years I've dreamt of you. I hate how expensive you are (going to be). I hate how I'm uncertain if I have the sewing skills or the patience to complete you. I hate how perfect I want you to be and I'm terrified of how I'll feel if you're not. I hate how no one else has even come close in comparison to my perfect vision of you so I can have the confidence to say "so and so did it" or the apathy to say "oh, someone else did it first, not exciting anymore..." I hate how much time I'm going to have to devote to you and that even if I started working on you for a few hours every day starting today, that I have no idea as to when you'd be completed.

Your humble servant,

Ashley