Aug 12, 2005 21:29
hey ya'll. well first lets start out by saying....schoool sucks. i seriously hate being there now. i only go so i can hang out with the people i know. if kelly,lauren and thomas weren't there i think i would die! i can not wait till i am the fuck outta there. so i am pretty sure i am goin to talk a bunch of classes online so i prolly only have to be there for like 2 or 3 classes which would be awsome! and i am so sick of all the shit at my house. seriously today i was reallly close to packing some shit up and leaving. my parents and i got in a HUGE fight and i was like i hate it here sumtims i actually wish i was morgan. and my dad was like theres the door bye...so i wlked out and didn't come home for like an hour. i just can't wait to get out of highschool! and seriosuly i need to get a goood boyfriend. i think if i had one i would be alot more happpy. i always think about like my ex lover and i wanna go back to him but i know that i can not do that cuz i will get hurt all over again. so i just need to find a real boyfriend :[
but anyways...i saw LAUREN the other day at Wal*Mart! i miss that girl so flippen much! sweetie I LOVE YOU<3 and aj looks hot ;] ok i am goin to go and be depressed lol bye ya'll <3