Moving Out
Yes, it's official. We're moving out. I really wasn't sure if it was what Darrin wanted so while he was away in Florida, I told him to think about it and give me an answer when he comes back on January 8th. Well the only problem was, he thought about it but couldn't wait till the 8th. He flew back one night into New York and drove to Mass to come see me and Elizah and we made it official and checked out the house in King James Estates, but he didn't like it. Now we've looked at houses on Rocky Woods Drive, in Winthrop Heights Estates, on Quequechan Street, on Buck Knoll Drive, and on Cains Hill Drive. Today Elizah and I are meeting with our realtor, Mary to go see the inside of some of these houses. Unfortunately, so far all the houses that we've found that we've absolutely loved have been sold, or are in agreement...it's really frustrating. Darr asked us to stop because he knew we were getting aggrivated, but while he's away for a few more days I'm going to look so when he comes back and we go out on the 9th we have some houses to look at.
I also want to clear something up. A lot of people are sayin that what's happening between me and Darr is too fast. Well here's the thing. When I met him I was crazy about him, and then I realized our relationship wasn't going anywhere because he works so much and lives far away from me. Well instead of getting my heart broken I decided to break his, and get my mind off of him. I did just that, I was trying to forget, but then I couldn't anymore, and I found myself in a bad situation that I had to get out of immediately. I hit a point when I knew exactly what was right for me. Forunately for me, I didn't have to do anything, decisions were made for me. I went to Darr and told him what had happened and had no intentions of getting back together. But Darr didn't want us to not be together and he took me back regardless of how stupid I had been. We went through a lot but always stuck together. He's the only guy in my entire life that has been completely perfect for me in every aspect...I like the fact that he's a hard-worker, he's a scruffy guy who never dresses up to go out clubbing or something gay like that, I love that he doesn't drink or do drugs, I love how he's himself around me and I can be myself around him and go see him in my PJs with no makeup on and he still tells me I'm beautiful, I love how he notices when I get ym nails done, but most of all, I love how he understands me friendship with Elizah and they get along so well. I could go on forever but I think I proved my point. I got lucky and found a guy that any girl would be lucky to have. I think once we move in after a little bit of time you might hear the word marriage pop up...and both Darr and I agreed 12 kids was sufficient, so we might start on that shortly as well :) People think I'm young and stupid, but I know what's right for me. I always knew things would happen for me while I was young because I'm a go-getter and it just happens that way. Sooo, anyway...
Now, for the other love of my life....ELIZAH!!! Last night was my first night back to school, so it was also the first night that she didn't sleep over. It was sad and I missed her, but she's going to be here in about an hour so I have to jump in the shower so we're read to go see Mary and look at some houses. Have a good one. Later
<3 Rach
I also want to clear something up. A lot of people are sayin that what's happening between me and Darr is too fast. Well here's the thing. When I met him I was crazy about him, and then I realized our relationship wasn't going anywhere because he works so much and lives far away from me. Well instead of getting my heart broken I decided to break his, and get my mind off of him. I did just that, I was trying to forget, but then I couldn't anymore, and I found myself in a bad situation that I had to get out of immediately. I hit a point when I knew exactly what was right for me. Forunately for me, I didn't have to do anything, decisions were made for me. I went to Darr and told him what had happened and had no intentions of getting back together. But Darr didn't want us to not be together and he took me back regardless of how stupid I had been. We went through a lot but always stuck together. He's the only guy in my entire life that has been completely perfect for me in every aspect...I like the fact that he's a hard-worker, he's a scruffy guy who never dresses up to go out clubbing or something gay like that, I love that he doesn't drink or do drugs, I love how he's himself around me and I can be myself around him and go see him in my PJs with no makeup on and he still tells me I'm beautiful, I love how he notices when I get ym nails done, but most of all, I love how he understands me friendship with Elizah and they get along so well. I could go on forever but I think I proved my point. I got lucky and found a guy that any girl would be lucky to have. I think once we move in after a little bit of time you might hear the word marriage pop up...and both Darr and I agreed 12 kids was sufficient, so we might start on that shortly as well :) People think I'm young and stupid, but I know what's right for me. I always knew things would happen for me while I was young because I'm a go-getter and it just happens that way. Sooo, anyway...
Now, for the other love of my life....ELIZAH!!! Last night was my first night back to school, so it was also the first night that she didn't sleep over. It was sad and I missed her, but she's going to be here in about an hour so I have to jump in the shower so we're read to go see Mary and look at some houses. Have a good one. Later
<3 Rach