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Oct 04, 2004 12:39

"Taas kaivan hautaa iloilleni
Vedän hirteen suruni
Ei mitään tunteita
Ei mitään heikkouksia

Mietin mikä vaivaa kun en päättää voi
Rakastaa vai ei rakastaa"

(Kotiteollisuus - Rakastaa/Ei rakasta)

Could it possibly be said any better.
My situation hasn't changed one bit of what it has been for the past 2 months.
He's throwing a birthday party next Saturday. A week ago he told me and a few friends about it and said something vague about informing us about it later. Don't know if he ever will, though. I doubt it.

I need to stop this.
This is like a bad habit, like smoking. Nothing good is obviously coming out of this but I just don't feel like quitting. Although I'd like to. I can't see why he has to be so fucking cold.
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