A low point
Everything was going well... and then February hit. What a horrible month! Nothing bad happened, it's just a general feeling this time but I got very depressed. The reno stalled, nothing was happening... I was unhappy with life again. Then just the other day Chris put in the living room flooring and everything was peechy keen again. It's amazing how quickly my mood turns around. Now just to get the rest of the floors in, the trim on, and the vanity in... with mirror! All in good time!
This week at work has been extremely stressful. My boss was here from America and he has a lot of energy. I don't know why he stressed me out, but he did... oh wait I do know why... because he is a man in a position of authority and my irrational attraction to authority figures was going full tilt! I like the man, he is very nice, but I am NOT attracted to him! He's a little high strung for my liking, but he was pleasant. I really need to get my mind checked though. I was so stressed that blood vessels in my chin popped! I am glad he is gone because I have not been able to get any work done all week. He was interesting, and lively.. but I like the peace and quiet of this office. I also do not trust myself to be mature and not divulge information that is not meant for the workplace (he struggles with this.... I know his life story now). The general consensus of the office here is that he is very nice, but no one trusts him to deliver on what he promises... what a complicated situation. I am glad he is gone.
Stress sucks!!
I finished the embroidery for Pauline. I am very proud of it. I hope that Mum would be as well. I was sad to see it go. My first finished project! Yay!
I started a blanket with cables. I like it, but blankets always take way too long! I'm bored and need something new.
I am happy now... I wasn't a few weeks ago (and definietly wasn't this week) but winter is over (mostly) and I have rollerblades... and I am going to have fun!
This week at work has been extremely stressful. My boss was here from America and he has a lot of energy. I don't know why he stressed me out, but he did... oh wait I do know why... because he is a man in a position of authority and my irrational attraction to authority figures was going full tilt! I like the man, he is very nice, but I am NOT attracted to him! He's a little high strung for my liking, but he was pleasant. I really need to get my mind checked though. I was so stressed that blood vessels in my chin popped! I am glad he is gone because I have not been able to get any work done all week. He was interesting, and lively.. but I like the peace and quiet of this office. I also do not trust myself to be mature and not divulge information that is not meant for the workplace (he struggles with this.... I know his life story now). The general consensus of the office here is that he is very nice, but no one trusts him to deliver on what he promises... what a complicated situation. I am glad he is gone.
Stress sucks!!
I finished the embroidery for Pauline. I am very proud of it. I hope that Mum would be as well. I was sad to see it go. My first finished project! Yay!
I started a blanket with cables. I like it, but blankets always take way too long! I'm bored and need something new.
I am happy now... I wasn't a few weeks ago (and definietly wasn't this week) but winter is over (mostly) and I have rollerblades... and I am going to have fun!