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i hate feeling bad for my self, but i like it at the same time, --
it feels like i have it bad, but i really know i dont, i have had great things happen to me, but noone's life can be perfect.
my mom has never trusted one thing i haev ever done in my life, fomr the day i was born, and i haev no idea of why..
it makes me so frustrated. and i swear its becuse her work has to do with mental health.. and my dads. its jsut really horribel having ur parents on your back every second of the day (my mom) because they dont trust you. i havent done any thingt terribly wrong. like today, i i satayed after to finish one of my finals and then i volunteered at the hospital, and then studied, how innocent is tht? and you know.. my mom called up everyeone she know to ask where i was at 12 oclcock. she says shes not over protective .. and i said she was crazy. nad she got ooffended.. because' crazy is a strong word to her. i jsut cant stand it sometimes..
but thers worse things in world, so im not going to feel too bad for myself.
thesrs wayyyy worse, and wheni feel bad about my self. i feel selfish
it feels like i have it bad, but i really know i dont, i have had great things happen to me, but noone's life can be perfect.
my mom has never trusted one thing i haev ever done in my life, fomr the day i was born, and i haev no idea of why..
it makes me so frustrated. and i swear its becuse her work has to do with mental health.. and my dads. its jsut really horribel having ur parents on your back every second of the day (my mom) because they dont trust you. i havent done any thingt terribly wrong. like today, i i satayed after to finish one of my finals and then i volunteered at the hospital, and then studied, how innocent is tht? and you know.. my mom called up everyeone she know to ask where i was at 12 oclcock. she says shes not over protective .. and i said she was crazy. nad she got ooffended.. because' crazy is a strong word to her. i jsut cant stand it sometimes..
but thers worse things in world, so im not going to feel too bad for myself.
thesrs wayyyy worse, and wheni feel bad about my self. i feel selfish