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ok...so apparently everyone had a crazy new years...lol, building's on fire, trips to canada, ambulence rides (which btw lacie, i've been in one of those, wasnt too fun and i enver want to do it again, i hope u'rs was better with "condition" u were in ;)
i got back last nite from lake city and i wish i was still there, i hadn't seen him in two weeks and 2.5 days of him isn't enough...i know everyone is sick of hearing about him so i won't embelish on the events of the weekend other than to say that i love his family and i had a great time and i'm glad i got to bring in the new year with the man i love...
my parents are elaving tomorrow for puerta viarta (no idea how to spell it) mexico like they do every january and i'm not that jealous this time...but lucky me gets to stay here with my sister and make sure she doesnt burn the house down (and don't get mad lyssa, u've almost done it before) i was going to have a party, duh, but then i was told by my mother that she doesnt trust me and is having the neighbors watch our house like a hawk and if they see more then my car and my parents car and maybe 2 others there, she gave them permission to call the cops, and believe me, they will....but i'm not that bummed cuz i'll still have people over, just not as much, and of course, i'll be goin out...
my new years resolution is to become independent againa nd try to get back who i was at teh beginning of the semester...i love david more than anything but i fear i've become too dependent on him and i've alienated my sisters and close friends and that needs to stop...i've talked to him about it and he agrees, we both need to focuz more on not only each other, but mostly having our own lives as well. I want my grades to improve and to do that i'm gonna have to want it more and try...i want to go out more and make the most of my time at cmu...david's got his job on teh weekends and 18 credits to keep up with, so he has to work hard too...i want this semester to be fun and have a good balance of work and play cuz i need to get my act together
i'm not comin back to mt.p sunday b/c of my sister but i'm kinda excited to have a new year, new classes and new roomies to come back to...hopefully, i can stick to my resolution and enjoy being in college more
i got back last nite from lake city and i wish i was still there, i hadn't seen him in two weeks and 2.5 days of him isn't enough...i know everyone is sick of hearing about him so i won't embelish on the events of the weekend other than to say that i love his family and i had a great time and i'm glad i got to bring in the new year with the man i love...
my parents are elaving tomorrow for puerta viarta (no idea how to spell it) mexico like they do every january and i'm not that jealous this time...but lucky me gets to stay here with my sister and make sure she doesnt burn the house down (and don't get mad lyssa, u've almost done it before) i was going to have a party, duh, but then i was told by my mother that she doesnt trust me and is having the neighbors watch our house like a hawk and if they see more then my car and my parents car and maybe 2 others there, she gave them permission to call the cops, and believe me, they will....but i'm not that bummed cuz i'll still have people over, just not as much, and of course, i'll be goin out...
my new years resolution is to become independent againa nd try to get back who i was at teh beginning of the semester...i love david more than anything but i fear i've become too dependent on him and i've alienated my sisters and close friends and that needs to stop...i've talked to him about it and he agrees, we both need to focuz more on not only each other, but mostly having our own lives as well. I want my grades to improve and to do that i'm gonna have to want it more and try...i want to go out more and make the most of my time at cmu...david's got his job on teh weekends and 18 credits to keep up with, so he has to work hard too...i want this semester to be fun and have a good balance of work and play cuz i need to get my act together
i'm not comin back to mt.p sunday b/c of my sister but i'm kinda excited to have a new year, new classes and new roomies to come back to...hopefully, i can stick to my resolution and enjoy being in college more