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It's the quiet before the storm, the last days before school starts back up.
It will be rushing and practicing and studying and writing essays and doing applications still and never sleeping and eating on the go and reading and concerts and contests and auditions and failures and impatience and seeing people i don't want to and being lonely
I don't want to go into mode again. I DONT NEED ANOTHER SEMESTER
I'm just sick of never feeling good enough. So much pressure
The break was perty good. I watched more tv and movies than I ever have in my life. Read Pride and Prejudice, saw Pride and Prejudice. Am currently reading Girl, Interupted, feel more and more insane. Saw some good bands, loved the best of friends, finished some applications, did some new art, tolerated my mom and sister. Am learning to get over things that I can't control, and to realize that some people just aren't worth my thoughts. Am realizing that I'm going to be fine wherever I go, college wise. I don't have to go to somewhere far away to get the hell on with my life. Then again, it wouldn't hurt.
Resolution- stop worrying about things i can't control. just stop.
It will be rushing and practicing and studying and writing essays and doing applications still and never sleeping and eating on the go and reading and concerts and contests and auditions and failures and impatience and seeing people i don't want to and being lonely
I don't want to go into mode again. I DONT NEED ANOTHER SEMESTER
I'm just sick of never feeling good enough. So much pressure
The break was perty good. I watched more tv and movies than I ever have in my life. Read Pride and Prejudice, saw Pride and Prejudice. Am currently reading Girl, Interupted, feel more and more insane. Saw some good bands, loved the best of friends, finished some applications, did some new art, tolerated my mom and sister. Am learning to get over things that I can't control, and to realize that some people just aren't worth my thoughts. Am realizing that I'm going to be fine wherever I go, college wise. I don't have to go to somewhere far away to get the hell on with my life. Then again, it wouldn't hurt.
Resolution- stop worrying about things i can't control. just stop.