In death......... There is life......
Well yesterday ended the true week of hell. Reminds me of my year of hell 4 years ago. The words "Ashes to ashes and dust to dust...." are just so damn final. I am not good with death, this being the 4th major death that I have had to handle(2 friends, grandma and now grandpa). I also had to tell my 'friend' that I was moving on. I was tired of the silliness. I actually felt empty and lonely today. Had not felt that way in 4 years. Yesh so much school shit to do. I wish I could pay someone to do my work and then transfer the knowledge via osmosis. I went out with my friends tonight for dinner and then they were going clubbing. I was suppose to go but was not feeling up to it with everything that was going on.
~john
~john