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Oct 24, 2010 11:37

It's been a long time since I've updated you <3 haha It's a shame since I've been on disability for almost two months now, I've had plenty of time to blog about my life. Josh and I are doing great :) I met with Matt a while back and had coffee with him and gave him all the stuff I had from our lives, so let him do what he wants with it. My back is still really messed up, which blows, it's hurting pretty bad today, along with my knee :( Baby's at work right now, and the weather is awesome for being inside, but not doing his job. I feel bad he has to be outside for so long, he sounded kinda sick this morning. Ummmm, my mom, Mandy, Michelle, and Shawna moved out finally into a duplex by Monica's. We're all like 3 minutes walking distance from each other now lol. It's cool :) Josh and I got invited to three different Halloween parties this year, which is weird because last year we had no invites haha. We're going to the one Michelle invited us to, and I'm probably wearing the same costume as last year, if it fits still. I really need to lose weight and I was doing really well on my last food plan, I lost 14 pounds in 3 weeks, but I can't afford my food on my disability which blows. I'm waiting for my license so I can apply for MediCal and then hopefully get my back all fixed up so I can look for a new job. My car's power steering seems to be going out, but maybe it just needs fluid but idk where to check haha. Um, let's see. I'm reading this book called "Growing Up Psychic" it's really good. Makes you really think about Karma, and doing things right and learning from everything. Has a little bit of THE SECRET in it too, which is cool since I believe in that stuff hardcore. I also read a book called "Iron Heart" that was amazing. The other 7 or 8 I've read in the past 3 weeks were alright, nothing earth shattering. It's crazy how many books I can read and some are just eh, and hard to get through. I'm going to try to make some Halloween things to hang today, and other than that probably nothing. It's nice to not have to do anything but I get bored easy. BTW I can't stand ignorant people AT ALL. And I know I was one before, and still can be, but sometimes it's like- do some research before you start bashing stuff, or you'll sound completely retarded. I'm in a good place in my life right now, and I'm thankful the Avila's have taken me in :) I love Josh's family, they're awesome. Man my back is killing me right now owwwww. I love Pink's new song, Raise your glass, it reminds me of Josh and Kelli and me haha. It's soooo windy outside it's cool <3 I miss Josh, I wish he didn't have to work today. He has one more week of football then all he has is Target, but his hours should go up after Thanksgiving which is good. My dad was in the hospital for three days last week, he had lost half of his blood. Turns out he had an ulcer, and he's supposed to be taking meds and watching what he eats, but he's still drinking, which is horrible for an ulcer. I worry about him a lot, and I feel so bad for him sometimes. My mom's doing ok right now for the most part, she had to get everything set up to move, then move all the shit. We found out Papa has cancer, it's wrapped around his bronchial tube, He did accept treatment, and they did a biopsy. Biopsy wasn't good enough and they told him they'd have to do it again, and he refused treatment, so he's staying with Brenda until he passes. He was given 6-12 months but I guess he isn't eating a lot, which worries me. My mom, Josh, and I are going December 4th through the 12th to see him one last time, or for Josh, to meet him for the first and last time. It's really depressing, he's a cool guy :( My grama and I have been talking a little lately, because she would call about my dad. She's so sweet. I got her address so I can write to her, and she wants pictures so I'll have to get some printed at Wal Mart or Walgreens to send to her. Well, I think that's it for now. I'll add a few pics from the birthday party we had too







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