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I love this song. I love 3OH!3 lol. I'm on my 7th day of work, and I have one more after today. 4-10 then 6-10. I'm so tired and my back has been really starting to hurt again :( I bagged 9-3 yesterday which was cool I got off hella early. I'm so sick of working, but at least I have a job. But I'm SOOOOO tired of it. Anxiety by BEP is my new life song. I have always loved it but I heard it again yesterday, and REALLY listened to the lyrics, and if you don't have anxiety, you'll understand when you listen. I'm thinking maybe another tattoo idea from the lyrics, IDK what part yet though. I really wanted to get my "Stay strong, you've made it this far" tat this week but I doubt I'll have enough money which blows. I'm worrying about my credit cards and stuff too. Matt finally text me after like a month of me trying to contact him. All he said was, " I'm not sending you anymore money" and I called him and we worked it out. He said he's getting ready to move back to Modesto which blows I don't want to see him again. It's been easier for me with him not around lol. I know I need to stop being so bitter about what he did to me but it's hard you know? When someone rips your heart apart completely it's hard to forgive and forget. I'm so glad Josh was able to put it back together and be there for me. And he's always going to be here for me. He's an amazing person and I'm lucky to have caught him. I'm keeping him he's all mine :) I love you baby! Anyways, I'm starting the flat belly diet again today because I didn't have enough money with our trip and stuff to do it. I probably could have swung it but I'm lazy and horrible with my money haha. I'm reading a book I saw reviewed in some magazine a long time ago called ZIPPED It's kinda weird. I think I saw it in a magazine, maybe I just saw it in a bookstore who knows. But I finished TANGERINE, which was awesome the second time around as well as the first back in the day. I hate typing on the downstairs computer it hurts my wrist and arm it's like the keyboard isn't positioned right or something. Well I'm gonna go I have to eat at ten to start my day. TTYL <3