Boring
I wish I had lots of interesting things to update about, but my life is basically just work right now. I've developed a rotten habit of just crashing in front of the tv after work for several hours and zoning out. I'm wasting what little free time I have with the most mind-numbing junk, so I'm determined to change it.
I'm also determined to do better at work. I need to think kinder thoughts and try harder to do my best. It's so easy to just half-heartedly do everything, but it's starting to bring me down. Last week I was in such a blah state all the time. It's time to smack myself out of it.
God's been wrestling with my heart too. Wow...I never thought how weird of an expression that is...hmm. Anyway, I'm frustrated that I'm not where I want to be spiritually, but I'm thankful that I'm not complacent about my walk either. I need to trust God more and rely on him more. It's so easy to say that I can't do things without His help, but to actually believe it and rely on Him desperately is taking some getting used to.
Battery's about to die, so I'm gonna go workout. Take care!