very good weekend.
the dps went really really well. it was so great to be in a show again and the cast and directors were so great. good experience over all.
mom and mamie were here. we went to alice's and the met and soho. it was nice to have them here. i think i was kind of not very hospitable. i was just so freakin' tired. i was really glad to have them here though. and just be part of my life here like they were at home. i would have been significantly depressed if they hadn't been here.
the cast party was fun. i love the community of our school and how much everyone cares about each other. i had two boys tell me watching out for me when i said i was leaving the bar and another two to actually walk me home. that's pretty amazing. i just really love school and it's about freakin' time.
it's strange how when things you really really really wanted to happen happen and you're not as excited as you thought you would be about it. i mean i'm still really happy it happened and would be very okay with it happening again. i think i just don't tend to have like huge emotional reactions to things. like i've been thinking about it just about every time my mind wasn't thinking about something else and like little parts of it will come into my mind and all of a sudden my stomach will flip and i'll get warm in my face. but it's not like craziness. but maybe there's no real stock reaction to these things. maybe it's just however you feel is how it's supposed to feel. and i like how it feels so i'm okay with that.
it's just so good to not feel like i'm falling apart anymore.
very good weekend.
peace
goodness
and t.s.
mom and mamie were here. we went to alice's and the met and soho. it was nice to have them here. i think i was kind of not very hospitable. i was just so freakin' tired. i was really glad to have them here though. and just be part of my life here like they were at home. i would have been significantly depressed if they hadn't been here.
the cast party was fun. i love the community of our school and how much everyone cares about each other. i had two boys tell me watching out for me when i said i was leaving the bar and another two to actually walk me home. that's pretty amazing. i just really love school and it's about freakin' time.
it's strange how when things you really really really wanted to happen happen and you're not as excited as you thought you would be about it. i mean i'm still really happy it happened and would be very okay with it happening again. i think i just don't tend to have like huge emotional reactions to things. like i've been thinking about it just about every time my mind wasn't thinking about something else and like little parts of it will come into my mind and all of a sudden my stomach will flip and i'll get warm in my face. but it's not like craziness. but maybe there's no real stock reaction to these things. maybe it's just however you feel is how it's supposed to feel. and i like how it feels so i'm okay with that.
it's just so good to not feel like i'm falling apart anymore.
very good weekend.
peace
goodness
and t.s.