Nov 26, 2005 20:37
[20:09] AlmightyZachi: D00d, why didn't you pick up your phone?
[20:09] AlmightyZachi: ?
[20:09] Fucjkit: wuz muted
[20:09] Fucjkit: and in muh pocket
[20:09] AlmightyZachi: Okay, you're pissed off at me, right?
[20:09] Fucjkit: yeh sorta
[20:09] AlmightyZachi: Okay, why?
[20:09] Fucjkit: ur post
[20:09] AlmightyZachi: The one about Rachel?
[20:10] Fucjkit: and me and my freinds and megan and jt
[20:10] AlmightyZachi: Why are you pissed off about it?
[20:10] Fucjkit: cuz... u insult me and my freind and megan and jt
[20:11] AlmightyZachi: Uh...no.
[20:11] Fucjkit: uh... yes
[20:11] AlmightyZachi: How so?
[20:12] Fucjkit: u talk about rachel... which is im sorry to say almost none of ur business... u barely even knew her...
[20:12] Fucjkit: u talk about me and my freinds by speaking of people that drink
[20:12] Fucjkit: u insult megan and jt for cutting and being in a mental ward
[20:13] AlmightyZachi: Yeah, self-mutilation is wrong. Sorry, won't back down on that. I didn't insult anyone--I spoke the truth. You think it's okay to self-mutilate? You think Rachel had any justification? And I didn't say anything was wrong with drinking--alcoholism is the problem.
[20:13] AlmightyZachi: Are you defending Rachel?
[20:14] Fucjkit: I DID LOVE HER DOOD!!! and im not going to let people just talk about her that dident even know her... it wasent ment to work out and she started to creep me out in the end... but damnit its not ur place
[20:15] Fucjkit: and im not saying self mutilation is right far from it... im just saying that whats in the past is the past... those memorys HURT megan... i hope u know that
[20:15] AlmightyZachi: Yeah, the post had nothing to do with her breaking up with you. It was about her self-mutilating.
[20:15] AlmightyZachi: Yeah, I know that. I hope she doesn't like them. The point was not to drag up the past. I reiterated the [inaccurate] story to make an example, not rub something in.
[20:16] Fucjkit: yeh well she cut because of me and dont u think i feel like shit every day because of that but i knew i would go insane if i dident let her fade out of my life...
[20:16] Fucjkit: well its not if u were trying to or not...
[20:16] AlmightyZachi: She did NOT cut because of you! I can't believe you let her victimize herself like that!
[20:16] AlmightyZachi: She cuts because she's a self-centered brat!
[20:17] Fucjkit: she did though... she cut because i hurt her... selfishness or not... i caused the pain... its like me killing somone with a gun... the gun fired the bullet... but i pulled the trigger...
[20:18] AlmightyZachi: Oh my freaking goodness. Nobody forced her to cut, nobody caused it. You may have hurt her feelings but it's her choice whether or not she cuts. I can't believe you actually believe something so stupid.
[20:18] AlmightyZachi: I expect better of you, you know?
[20:19] Fucjkit: yeh well i belive that i can have a effect on somones life... and there emotions... and sadly i did with her...
[20:19] AlmightyZachi: Yes, but she is completely in control of how much she lets you affect her.
[20:19] Fucjkit: i cant choose how they act on them but it was my choices that put them there in the first place
[20:19] Fucjkit: no shes not...
[20:20] Fucjkit: if we are incontrol... u wouldent of been curled up in my bed crying like a baby...
[20:20] Fucjkit: think of that X no one has ever shown that poor girl the love i did....
[20:21] AlmightyZachi: Okay, none of that justifies or excuses what she did.
[20:21] Fucjkit: i never said she was right in it... but does everyone always do whats right
[20:22] AlmightyZachi: Yeah, but it was not your fault.
[20:23] Fucjkit: i dident say it was my fault i said i caused it....
[20:24] Fucjkit: theres a small but significant difference there
[20:24] AlmightyZachi: brb
[20:27] AlmightyZachi: So you're mad at me because I pointed out that Rachel is responsible for her own selfish actions?
[20:27] Fucjkit: nope
[20:27] Fucjkit: im mad because u had not right to say it... and the other things i mentioned
[20:27] AlmightyZachi: Cause we've all ready established that the story was not to dredge up the past.
[20:28] AlmightyZachi: I had no right to make a point about self-mutilaters?
[20:28] Fucjkit: u had not right to use rachel as a pawn to do it and no right to use megan or JT in any form or fasion
[20:29] AlmightyZachi: Bullcrap. Who else am I going to use to make a point about self-mutilaters other than self-mutilaters?
[20:29] Fucjkit: NO ONE!... cuz u have no right to point fingers... if ur such a christian u should know that
[20:30] AlmightyZachi: Point fingers?
[20:30] AlmightyZachi: XD
[20:30] Fucjkit: ur so holy but err so many ways from the basic laws...
[20:30] AlmightyZachi: There was no "pointing fingers."
[20:30] AlmightyZachi: Oh give me a break.
[20:31] Fucjkit: no there was... pointing at rachel and megan and jt... and me and all the drinkers
[20:31] Fucjkit: U ACTUALY COMPARED DRINKING TO CUTTING!
[20:31] AlmightyZachi: I can't believe you, honestly, I had so much respect for you, and now you're going around making me out to be a badguy because I'm honest about a dicksucker weirdo that you stand up for as if she's so righteous. I can't believe you. Good grief. What the hell's the matter with you? You stand up for a self-centered whore like her?
[20:31] AlmightyZachi: Yeah, they're the SAME FUCKING THING.
[20:31] AlmightyZachi: Duh.
[20:31] AlmightyZachi: They're both self-destructive addictions.
[20:32] AlmightyZachi: Are you really that blind?
[20:32] AlmightyZachi: I'm not talking about casual drinking.
[20:32] AlmightyZachi: I'm not talking about partying, either.
[20:32] AlmightyZachi: I'm talking about alcoholics.
[20:32] Fucjkit: U BETTER WATCH UR MOUTH ABOUT HER! SHES NOT A WHORE!
[20:33] AlmightyZachi: If you're such a nice guy then why are you such a dick to her?
[20:33] AlmightyZachi: I was only nice to her until she started with that self-centered self-mutilation horsecrap.
[20:34] Fucjkit: man... u need to see a shrink... ur much more of a ass then i have ever seen u...
[20:36] AlmightyZachi: Oh give me a freaking break. I'm an ey-es-es because I don't let selfish self-mutilaters blame others' for their crimes?
[20:36] AlmightyZachi: I don't buy into that pity party, so I'm a jerk?
[20:37] Fucjkit: and u know if u had just said u were sorry... i would of been fine and we would of gone on about our freindship... but ur pride gets in the way all the time and u realy need to work with that
[20:38] AlmightyZachi: Nope, sorry, I'm not apologizing. I haven't done anything wrong. Rachel is a selfish brat, and all self-mutilaters are caught up in themselves. That's not changing, so neither is my declaration of it. I don't lie. I'm not sorry for speaking the truth.