Deep funk, deep connections
I have been quiet lately, because I've been in a deep funk.
Due to particular situations at work, my heart was smashed into a thousand pieces and I had some serious mourning to do. So many mixed emotions- heartbreak, rage, deep sadness, betrayed, relief, overwhelmed.
Most of my plans got wreaked in the storm (as we are now even more short staffed than we already were), but I managed to have a very happy Yule/Soltice. I did something similar to my Samhaim- total nesting, self care, and setting the stage for wonderful things to come. It was glorious.
I worked on Xmas, but after work, I had some amazing connections with family and friends. Some of the most amazing conversations and bonding moments with key players in my life were shared (even if it was "just over the phone"). I swear I'm the most loved girl in the universe sometimes. Even in a deep funk, I think of all the love in my life and my heart can't help but swell. I feel so very, very lucky. Thank you for being in my life!
Due to particular situations at work, my heart was smashed into a thousand pieces and I had some serious mourning to do. So many mixed emotions- heartbreak, rage, deep sadness, betrayed, relief, overwhelmed.
Most of my plans got wreaked in the storm (as we are now even more short staffed than we already were), but I managed to have a very happy Yule/Soltice. I did something similar to my Samhaim- total nesting, self care, and setting the stage for wonderful things to come. It was glorious.
I worked on Xmas, but after work, I had some amazing connections with family and friends. Some of the most amazing conversations and bonding moments with key players in my life were shared (even if it was "just over the phone"). I swear I'm the most loved girl in the universe sometimes. Even in a deep funk, I think of all the love in my life and my heart can't help but swell. I feel so very, very lucky. Thank you for being in my life!