Dec 20, 2004 22:26
(this is a very rough, first draft...done in just a couple minutes and only to get some thoughts out of my head so hope no one thinks this is any serious attempt at making any kind of sense)
I want to grab you, shake you, and scream at you.
I want you to feel me, hear me, and look at me in the same way that I look at you.
I want to feel more than just a fleeting warmth from your breath.
I want to feel a heart beating in tune with mine, forever and more.
Wants...that's all they are and all they'll ever be.
There's just so much that I don't understand and there seem to be no answers for me.
How are you so blind that you can't see how I feel?
How do you seem to be able to look at me only to look through me?
How could you hold me and be so close to me and not feel this love that I hold?
How is it that you don't seem to want the same things that I want?