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I don't understand how my moods are changing so damn much lately. I'm like in Mood Swing Central or something. I had such a good day yesterday....spent it shopping with Dave (yes, he's still around) and goofing off. I was soooo giddy and happy....and then I wake up feeling grumpy again today. I hate it. I usually don't have these flip out break downs like I've had so often here recently. Usually, I have maybe a couple big ones in the year but this year, these last couple months, have been Hell! I feel like I am being a burden on people who are taking the time, over and over again, to stop and listen to me complain or whine or whatever...and I hate it. I wish there was a way to bottle up the giddy I had yesterday and use it on days like today.
Dave bought me the new Butch Walker cd "Letters" and I'm listening to it...there's a song on it called The Best You Never Had and wow...I can identify.
I still have not received any kind of response to the letter I mailed to Matt. I am doubting that I will hear anything. That really depresses the fuck out of me too. I mean, if he's moved on with his life, he could at least call and say "it's good to know that you're alive but I don't have time to go backwards in my life" or something...damn it.
Blah, blah, blah...fuck.
Dave bought me the new Butch Walker cd "Letters" and I'm listening to it...there's a song on it called The Best You Never Had and wow...I can identify.
I still have not received any kind of response to the letter I mailed to Matt. I am doubting that I will hear anything. That really depresses the fuck out of me too. I mean, if he's moved on with his life, he could at least call and say "it's good to know that you're alive but I don't have time to go backwards in my life" or something...damn it.
Blah, blah, blah...fuck.