Sometimes I feel like...
I don't know, sometimes I feel like checking out, I wanna get it wrong, can't always be strong, but love it won't be long...
Ok, not contemplating hurting myself, so get that thought out of your pretty little head right now. Right now my seasonal depression is kicking in and I'm relizing how little friends I actually have outside of work around right now. So many of my friends have families and loved one's that distract them and keep them on the run. If it wasn't for work, I'm not sure I would leave the house much anymore... How sad.
Life is good right now. Nothing huge, good or bad. But it's there. I'm doing the play thing at the high school and it's keeping me busy, but I miss going out once in a while even just to walk around the mall and dream about owning stuff. Last year this time I had alot to focus on, I had Lydia and the kids who kept me busy and happy and feeling productive, not to mention Lydia's upcoming wedding. This year, nothing major is going on in my life and it puts me in a funk.
Stupid as it sounds, it just sucks...
Anyway enough of the pity party, I just wanted to let people know I'm ok... Just need something to focus on...
Ok, not contemplating hurting myself, so get that thought out of your pretty little head right now. Right now my seasonal depression is kicking in and I'm relizing how little friends I actually have outside of work around right now. So many of my friends have families and loved one's that distract them and keep them on the run. If it wasn't for work, I'm not sure I would leave the house much anymore... How sad.
Life is good right now. Nothing huge, good or bad. But it's there. I'm doing the play thing at the high school and it's keeping me busy, but I miss going out once in a while even just to walk around the mall and dream about owning stuff. Last year this time I had alot to focus on, I had Lydia and the kids who kept me busy and happy and feeling productive, not to mention Lydia's upcoming wedding. This year, nothing major is going on in my life and it puts me in a funk.
Stupid as it sounds, it just sucks...
Anyway enough of the pity party, I just wanted to let people know I'm ok... Just need something to focus on...