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bleh. I can't sleep. and it's almost 3am. I swear i have motherly instincts because I woke up and immediately knew kee wasn't in the house. so I conducted a mini search party consisting of myself padding around and whispering for her. then I checked the garage and she's like 'meow!' *comes pattering up the stairs*
damn you keewee. now i'm all awake and thinking about dead people and half decayed faces and bulging eyeballs, sparce hair protruding from knobbly skulls. plus my allergies are bothering me and my throat's all swollen up. all together a crap night. you know you're sad when you're half way through 19 and you still have to look under the bed before you crawl into it. even after bathroom trips. that movie Jeepers Creepers has ruined me for life. it's been.. 4 years since I saw it? maybe? shudder. I'll be 30 and getting my husband to get up and look under the bed in the middle of the night. Plus I'll still have Dobby and my blankie, then a zillion other stuffed animals. Which reminds me, I was supposed to buy a little bunny today to fit on my teeny antique shelf thing. god damn.
so tired. so itchy. and scared.
i want my mommy!
damn you keewee. now i'm all awake and thinking about dead people and half decayed faces and bulging eyeballs, sparce hair protruding from knobbly skulls. plus my allergies are bothering me and my throat's all swollen up. all together a crap night. you know you're sad when you're half way through 19 and you still have to look under the bed before you crawl into it. even after bathroom trips. that movie Jeepers Creepers has ruined me for life. it's been.. 4 years since I saw it? maybe? shudder. I'll be 30 and getting my husband to get up and look under the bed in the middle of the night. Plus I'll still have Dobby and my blankie, then a zillion other stuffed animals. Which reminds me, I was supposed to buy a little bunny today to fit on my teeny antique shelf thing. god damn.
so tired. so itchy. and scared.
i want my mommy!