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Just went to soccer practice, had a good time, I'm out of shape, didn't know how much I missed that little ball of string, hope I can make the team, hope I can play a lot, hope I can handle it with all that is going on with SGA. It's cool having people know my name, weird but cool. Looking forward to SGA more because everyone else seems to be. Nice to know the coach at least noticed me. I don't want to be a bitchy girl, I really do want to be nice but being nice comes off as being too nice and therefore bitchy. Ah, maybe we should talk, that would be weird but good, maybe. I hope he comes swing dancing on Sat. I would love that, not really for him, well maybe a little for him but more just because he's a cool kid, and a little but because of her. I'm happy with things, at least for right now, I'm a little stressed but trying to make it thorugh. Summer work and what not, need to finish it. Can't wait for school though. Hope I don't screw it up. College is stressing me out. I feel like their decision has become mine and that scares me, I really need to think this through. He's back in the states and that's good, i always think of him. I can't breathe, my chest is heavy, stupid soccer, i'm out of shape, damn I said that already. ok. so basically I like him, no I don't, maybe I do, f it, I don't know. it doesn't matter anyway, I guess we could see at swing dancing, it has been 6 weeks. I need to read and do my spanish work, I can't screw up spanish this year, or SGA. I'm hungry, but no one made food and that really pisses me off, maybe I won't eat, that sounds good too. I smell, ugh, I need a shower then off to read. I'm hungry but oh well.
That's basically my train of throught for the last 3 minutes.
That's basically my train of throught for the last 3 minutes.