Veird
Things have been a little rough. I thought things were going someplace but they weren't. And in all honesty, I like it better this way.
Went to the Symphony saturday night which means i got to get dressed up!!! It was so much fun, besdies the awkward car ride there and "You're a difficult person" car ride back, it was great. But even those two parts were good because they allowed for something to happen that we both knew should have happened, but neither wanted to admit. This is cool though, more of what i would like. I have to be honest though, I did enjoy that night.
Report cards came and mine is less than satisfactory. I got the lowest grade I have ever gotten and I'm so embarassed. Hopefully this next six weeks will be better. I'm throwing all I have into it, I need to step it up a notch. All A's this time baby, all A's.
Prom is approaching. I've got the dress, the shoes, the bag, the makeup, the shawl the purse but not the guy. I'm not one to have a pity party due to a lack of escort but since all my friends have a date, it would be nice if I had one as well. Not even a date date. A guy to go with as a friend, nothing more would be perfect. One of my guy friends doesn't have a date, so maybe we can go stag with each other. But then again, that was the awkward conversation. I've got a backup plan either way, but I would prefer to go with him.
There's something truly invigorating about running at 5:30 am in 19˚ weather. It really was amazing. I'm looking forward to more workout sessions in the near future.
Off to study for Calc and APAH. I'm thinking that if I actually study before my lunch hour I might do better in those classes, just a thought. Then piano time and ALIAS. It's not even that great this season, but I'm holding on to a little strand of hope.
Girls night Friday, should be amazing!
Went to the Symphony saturday night which means i got to get dressed up!!! It was so much fun, besdies the awkward car ride there and "You're a difficult person" car ride back, it was great. But even those two parts were good because they allowed for something to happen that we both knew should have happened, but neither wanted to admit. This is cool though, more of what i would like. I have to be honest though, I did enjoy that night.
Report cards came and mine is less than satisfactory. I got the lowest grade I have ever gotten and I'm so embarassed. Hopefully this next six weeks will be better. I'm throwing all I have into it, I need to step it up a notch. All A's this time baby, all A's.
Prom is approaching. I've got the dress, the shoes, the bag, the makeup, the shawl the purse but not the guy. I'm not one to have a pity party due to a lack of escort but since all my friends have a date, it would be nice if I had one as well. Not even a date date. A guy to go with as a friend, nothing more would be perfect. One of my guy friends doesn't have a date, so maybe we can go stag with each other. But then again, that was the awkward conversation. I've got a backup plan either way, but I would prefer to go with him.
There's something truly invigorating about running at 5:30 am in 19˚ weather. It really was amazing. I'm looking forward to more workout sessions in the near future.
Off to study for Calc and APAH. I'm thinking that if I actually study before my lunch hour I might do better in those classes, just a thought. Then piano time and ALIAS. It's not even that great this season, but I'm holding on to a little strand of hope.
Girls night Friday, should be amazing!