2004-2005
So, I think it is about time for a mental breakdown. This whole moving experience has really messed me up, I'm living in a false reality. I feel like Tom in "The Glass Menagerie", I'm lying to myself in order to make it through the day. I can't believe I start school in two days. It just doesn't seems real, I'm not sure I can handle it. Not only am I scared but I still have a lot to do before I go back.
-Read four plays and write a journal for each
-Compare and Contrast essay for the plays
-Read a Jefferson Bio and write and essay
-Do a math packet
-Find the Spanish book that I need to read and answer questions on, which by the way is IMPOSSIBLE to find in Tennessee. I don't think I am going to get the book until Monday and I need the assignment done by Tuesday...great
-All online practice tests
-Memorize vocab
I can't do all of that, I need someone here to help me with it. So I can check my answers, or study with them or something. I hate being all alone. Besides, up here I say that I am going to a magnet school and everyone is like "Wow, you must be smart!" It's a big deal to go to a magnet school in TN, in FL it was a pretty normal thing. Everyone is intimidated by me and I really don't like that feeling.
Hopefully I can' survive the first week, if I can do that, I think I can make. The next two days are going to be really emotionally draining and I'm not sure I am prepared to handle them. It's going to be really, really tough.
My Schedule
1. US History Honors
2. AP Spanish Language
3. English III Honors
4. AP Calculus AB
5. Wellness
6. AP Art History
7. Physics Honors
Even days are going to be a blast...all 3 APs!
I have to take another semester of Health aka Wellness, because they requiere a full year up here and evidently Creative Writing isn't an art class so I have to take another year of a fine art. Stupid education is a state's right law, I say we fix that. Oh, not only that but I have to take a competency test in Algebra I, English II and Biology. All I learned in Miller's class was not to have sex because you will get AIDS. There is no way I can pass that test.
Should be a tough year, I can't say I'm looking forward to it. Tough schedule, new school working, college stuff. All without those that I'm closest to, it sure is going to be interesting.
I need:
-Ben and Jerry's SNAFU Ice Cream, which I can't find!
-A CR Chicks Chicken Salad Sandwich
-A warm blanket...It's 60 degress here...in August!!
-A reassuring hug
-Read four plays and write a journal for each
-Compare and Contrast essay for the plays
-Read a Jefferson Bio and write and essay
-Do a math packet
-Find the Spanish book that I need to read and answer questions on, which by the way is IMPOSSIBLE to find in Tennessee. I don't think I am going to get the book until Monday and I need the assignment done by Tuesday...great
-All online practice tests
-Memorize vocab
I can't do all of that, I need someone here to help me with it. So I can check my answers, or study with them or something. I hate being all alone. Besides, up here I say that I am going to a magnet school and everyone is like "Wow, you must be smart!" It's a big deal to go to a magnet school in TN, in FL it was a pretty normal thing. Everyone is intimidated by me and I really don't like that feeling.
Hopefully I can' survive the first week, if I can do that, I think I can make. The next two days are going to be really emotionally draining and I'm not sure I am prepared to handle them. It's going to be really, really tough.
My Schedule
1. US History Honors
2. AP Spanish Language
3. English III Honors
4. AP Calculus AB
5. Wellness
6. AP Art History
7. Physics Honors
Even days are going to be a blast...all 3 APs!
I have to take another semester of Health aka Wellness, because they requiere a full year up here and evidently Creative Writing isn't an art class so I have to take another year of a fine art. Stupid education is a state's right law, I say we fix that. Oh, not only that but I have to take a competency test in Algebra I, English II and Biology. All I learned in Miller's class was not to have sex because you will get AIDS. There is no way I can pass that test.
Should be a tough year, I can't say I'm looking forward to it. Tough schedule, new school working, college stuff. All without those that I'm closest to, it sure is going to be interesting.
I need:
-Ben and Jerry's SNAFU Ice Cream, which I can't find!
-A CR Chicks Chicken Salad Sandwich
-A warm blanket...It's 60 degress here...in August!!
-A reassuring hug