Conor Daniel and Tara (pronounced Tar-a) Elizabeth
My head is spinning. I don't know if I mad, or upset, or angry, or sad, or hurt, or loved, or forgotten. This pain is unbearable. I never thought thi would happen. I had so man dreams of the future of what my life was going to be like. I liked the life that I made for myself. I was so wonderful. Everthing in it was perfect b ut now my dream has been shattered. It doesn't seem like it is ever going to happen. I am going to try so hard to get this back because that is what I want, that dream is what I want my life ot be like, not like this. You'd think I could make m own art area work, "Communications" it seems like that is the one thing I"m failing at. I need to make this work because without it my life will never be the same. I know things can be wonerful. I'm not upset all the time, because I have faith that things will work out. People can never do things by themselves, I truly believe in that. My only hope is that someone else will too and realize that things can be better, will be better. My emotion are everywhere I'm n ot sure of what I'm feeling. The only thing I do know is that my life in 10 years was perfect, just how I have always imagined it and I am not going to lose that. My life, my love, my future. I want, no need, that back.