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I want to be there so badly. Reading all of your journals make me miss FL so much. I can't even describe it. This place is awful, I hate it.
I'm so lonely, I have no friends up here. My days consist of waking up, showering, random trips to Kroger just to get out of the house, calling Eamon and sitting here missing what I love so dearly.
At least I have some comfort by knowing that he is lonely too.
I want to be there so badly. My life sucks so much. I need to work this out. I love everything about that place and hate everything about this place. I need to be back, to keep my sanity.
Can't they jsut understand, I've been in six schools already, let's not make it seven. Hopefully they will see, understand, agree. I'm always the one whoo's different, who's leaving, who isn't the norm.
I don't want to be different. I want to have a normal life. My childhood was messed up enough, always moving, the least they can do is give me a normal last two years. That's not too much to ask.
So many people have friends that they have known all of their life. Friends that they have grown up with. I don't have that pleasure. The longest I have been in one spot is three years and I can't take it. I want to stay there.
I'm so angry.
I'm so lonely, I have no friends up here. My days consist of waking up, showering, random trips to Kroger just to get out of the house, calling Eamon and sitting here missing what I love so dearly.
At least I have some comfort by knowing that he is lonely too.
I want to be there so badly. My life sucks so much. I need to work this out. I love everything about that place and hate everything about this place. I need to be back, to keep my sanity.
Can't they jsut understand, I've been in six schools already, let's not make it seven. Hopefully they will see, understand, agree. I'm always the one whoo's different, who's leaving, who isn't the norm.
I don't want to be different. I want to have a normal life. My childhood was messed up enough, always moving, the least they can do is give me a normal last two years. That's not too much to ask.
So many people have friends that they have known all of their life. Friends that they have grown up with. I don't have that pleasure. The longest I have been in one spot is three years and I can't take it. I want to stay there.
I'm so angry.