He drinks and I get drunk
I can't say that I had a good week. That would be lying and for those of you who were with me, you know I wasn't in a chipper mood. I feel like this past week went on forever. It was a week that I never want to experience again but at the same time, I'm happy that I had to go through it. Being in that situation put a lot into perspective. Made me think. Made me realize that without him, I'm lonely, I'm sad, I'm nothing. It's funny how sometimes what people see is not what is going on. How I can think, "She looks so happy" but really she is crumbling inside. That's what this week was. It was months of happiness when someone was shattered inside. I'm glad it happened, I honestly am. It wasn't easy and as corny as it sounds, that which doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I learned so much this much. So much that I would have never discovered with this or him. Everything is going to be different. Well, not everything but I am going to be the best person, I am going to make every minute worthwhile. I am going to do. I'm never going to give up.
After my difficult week I had a pretty awesome Saturday. Went to church at 9 for a Band workshop thing. All we did was put together binders of music and then I got stuck with the glorious task of burning thirty-six CDs. If someone made a movie about my life, that would have been the most boring scene ever. I came home and got a lot of homework done. I'm really proud of myself, that never happens. I edited the Wedding video but didn't finish becauase of a million and two computer problems. I feel awful, I promised it for tomorrow morning. I might just bring it by tomorrow night. Then Eamon randomly called me and wanted to hang out. His dad was going to dinner in Gardens so he was going to tag along.
Eamon and I went to the mall and looked around for some clothes for him. He bought the GREATEST shirt. Ugh! It makes him look so hott. Not that he isn't, but he walked out of the dressing room and the first thing I said was "Hmmm...I like it." Then I said "Stop feeling your chest!" It was really funny! So he bought the shirt then we went to get a smoothie and had to go to Ruby Tuesday's because I forgot that the mall closed at 9. So we had an appetizer and dessert and it was SO good. Played the movie game. If anyone knows the title of a movie that starts with "Q" let me know, we couldn't think of anything. After we finished we walked around for probably forty minutes and tried to stay warm by shielding the wind with verious storage compartments, that should be an Olympic sport. Finally, his dad picked us up and we went to get drinks with his dad, Laura and another couple. As always, I had a soda with cranberry and a really awesome time. I love hanging out with him and as family, I always feel so at home.
So, my week was very difficult but it taught me a lot. And now I am having a good weekend. I have a lot of homework left to do. I am giving a speech at the Holocaust Education Program so I need to memorize it. At least I don't have to go to classes on Monday...WOO! Film Festival! ROCK ON!
Eamon" Ring! Ring! "Excuse me, I have to take this."
Laura: "Can you make your phone do that?"
After my difficult week I had a pretty awesome Saturday. Went to church at 9 for a Band workshop thing. All we did was put together binders of music and then I got stuck with the glorious task of burning thirty-six CDs. If someone made a movie about my life, that would have been the most boring scene ever. I came home and got a lot of homework done. I'm really proud of myself, that never happens. I edited the Wedding video but didn't finish becauase of a million and two computer problems. I feel awful, I promised it for tomorrow morning. I might just bring it by tomorrow night. Then Eamon randomly called me and wanted to hang out. His dad was going to dinner in Gardens so he was going to tag along.
Eamon and I went to the mall and looked around for some clothes for him. He bought the GREATEST shirt. Ugh! It makes him look so hott. Not that he isn't, but he walked out of the dressing room and the first thing I said was "Hmmm...I like it." Then I said "Stop feeling your chest!" It was really funny! So he bought the shirt then we went to get a smoothie and had to go to Ruby Tuesday's because I forgot that the mall closed at 9. So we had an appetizer and dessert and it was SO good. Played the movie game. If anyone knows the title of a movie that starts with "Q" let me know, we couldn't think of anything. After we finished we walked around for probably forty minutes and tried to stay warm by shielding the wind with verious storage compartments, that should be an Olympic sport. Finally, his dad picked us up and we went to get drinks with his dad, Laura and another couple. As always, I had a soda with cranberry and a really awesome time. I love hanging out with him and as family, I always feel so at home.
So, my week was very difficult but it taught me a lot. And now I am having a good weekend. I have a lot of homework left to do. I am giving a speech at the Holocaust Education Program so I need to memorize it. At least I don't have to go to classes on Monday...WOO! Film Festival! ROCK ON!
Eamon" Ring! Ring! "Excuse me, I have to take this."
Laura: "Can you make your phone do that?"