Bad case of the Tuesdays
Today felt like a Monday since I was on SRA all day yesterday.
I had an awful day. I can't do anything right. I felt like I was alone today. I feel like I am alone. I'm so stressed and I can't express that feeling. I'm alone in my world and it's scary. I just want this to be over. I can't believe I screwed up. I can't do anything right. I can't make anyone happy. I'm constantly crying. Constantly in fear. Constantly prepared for a breakdown. There are so many things that I want to change. So many things that I want to be different. Out of those, there are two major things. One of them I have to deal with, but I am fighting it. The other one is my fault and that hurts the most.
I never saw any of this coming.
I had an awful day. I can't do anything right. I felt like I was alone today. I feel like I am alone. I'm so stressed and I can't express that feeling. I'm alone in my world and it's scary. I just want this to be over. I can't believe I screwed up. I can't do anything right. I can't make anyone happy. I'm constantly crying. Constantly in fear. Constantly prepared for a breakdown. There are so many things that I want to change. So many things that I want to be different. Out of those, there are two major things. One of them I have to deal with, but I am fighting it. The other one is my fault and that hurts the most.
I never saw any of this coming.