Apr 03, 2005 19:48
There is no one other than family in this world that would go to the end of the earth for me. Is there for you? well then your damn lucky. But I've come to deal with the fact that I'm alone and will be for a friggin long time. It just hurts to see the people I care about fight and turn their back on me. I have given up trying to help. You can see what its like not having someone there always comforting you, see what it feels like. We all have to deal with the fact that most of the time no one cares, because we all think soemone else will do it. well, time goes by and no one does anything. and suddenly headline in the newspapers *so-and-so died today* and u never got the chance to really get to know them. Don't u feel like turd.
Stop and think hard. How many people do you know would; save you from a burning building? comfort you when your near the edge? warn you if they knew you were in danger?
i don't know wtf I'm trying to say, its just coming outta my head. If anyone wants me as a friend, you state your case cuz the fake ones are out.
when I wanted my friends there the most with me, they were dealing with stupid drama while i was being taken advantage of, thanks guys. u really mean a lot to me. and dont get me involved in your crap anymore, please. I think its time to take a break from the band room. Tracy and Jane are my new lunch buddies.
and another thing, no more of this 'i luv you business'. from now on those words are gonna mean something.