hEY BRO, yOU'RE HERE TOO, }:oD tHIS IS PRETTY GREAT, yOU SHOULD COME AND, uHH, hANG, wITH ME AND eQUIUS, oH, eXCEPT, mAYBE THAT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA, sINCE kARKAT SAID YOU KILLED HIM, aND, wHILE i'M NOT SURE i BELIEVE THAT, i THINK HE'S KIND OF DEAD, sO,,,
...mother of fuck. LOOK AT THIS MOTHERFUCKIN MIRACLE. didn't all know it was possible for a bro to get his revive on after his head popped the fuck off. TOOK YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN TIME.
but uh, yeah. THAT WAS KIND OF A THING THAT HAPPENED. Do:
it's chill if you don't remember, my brother. I WON'T HOLD NONE OF THAT AGAINST YOU. as for equibro OUR MOTHERFUCKIN BLUEBLOODED EX-BRO he just got himself wandered into the wrong place AT THE WRONG MOTHERFUCKIN TIME and couldn't follow a simple MOTHERFUCKIN instruction.
[Tavros is just staring at the screen, brow furrowed and jaw hanging open. This was not the Gamzee he was bros with. This didn't resemble his Gambro one bit, and it was really hard to process. Actually, even Equius was behaving differently, but at least he was making an effort to be nice for a change. That was a really easy thing to accept, compared to the idea that Gamzee<,i> his best bro whom he jammed with every day, would kill someone over... so little...]
gAMZEE, i REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THAT, i THINK, tHAT i AM FEELING VERY CONFUSED, aND HURT, aND A LITTLE BIT SCARED, oF EVERYTHING, yOU JUST SAID, eQUIUS HAS, uHH, wELL, aLWAYS, dONE WHATEVER YOU TELL HIM, eVEN IF IT'S REALLY DUMB THINGS THAT ARE SORT OF EMBARRASSING, i MEAN, hE EVEN DOES WHAT kARKAT TELLS HIM, eVEN IF HE KIND OF MAKES A FUSS OVER IT, sO, uHH, i GUESS, i JUST, rEALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND, wHY, oR ANYTHING AT ALL, rEALLY,
TAVROS, BACK OFF. DON'T GET INTO THIS, WHAT HAPPENED HAPPENED SO DON'T TRY AND GET INVOLVED. THERE WERE A FEW ISSUES, BUT EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE OKAY. GAMZEE IS MY MOIRAIL AND HE'S MY RESPONSIBILITY, NOT YOURS. I KNOW IT'S HARD TO TAKE IN SINCE THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME SEEING HIM SOBER, BUT JUST TRUST ME.
uHH, oKAY, hOW AM i SUPPOSED TO NOT WORRY, eSPECIALLY, wHEN i HAVE eQUIUS SITTING NEXT TO ME, wITH LIKE, wHITE SPACES FOR EYES, aND BRUISES AROUND HIS NECK, tELL ME HOW i'M SUPPOSED TO NOT WORRY, kARKAT, kNOWING something HAPPENED TO MY BRO, tHAT YOU WON'T EXPLAIN TO ME, i CAN'T JUST, aCCEPT IT, aND PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED, bECAUSE IT DID, aND i'M SITTING WITH THE EVIDENCE, i'M NOT, a DELICATE FLOWER, kARKAT, i DON'T NEED TO BE PROTECTED AND SHELTERED FROM EVERY GUST OF WIND, i'M NOT ASKING FOR EVERY LITTLE DETAIL, i JUST WANT TO KNOW, aND UNDERSTAND, wHAT HAPPENED TO MY BRO,
that would be what all goes down when a motherfucker gets strangulated with his own bowstrings. BROTHER SURE SEEMED TO BE GETTING SOME MOTHERFUCKIN ENJOYMENT FROM IT, THOUGH. you might say HE WAS A LITTLE MOTHERFUCKIN... ... ... ...choked up. Bo)
[....Suddenly, Equius being shocked that Tavros was willing to hang with him made a lot more sense. Sigh, facepalm. He felt like he was the only one taking this seriously.]
wELL, hE'S NOT REALLY LOOKING TOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW, bUT i GUESS THIS MEANS, tHAT THERE REALLY WASN'T, a REASONABLE EXPLANATION FOR THIS, wAS THERE, aT LEAST vRISKA, hAD REASONS FOR SOME OF THE THINGS SHE DID, eVEN IF THE, uHH, ONLY PERSON WHO THOUGHT THEY WERE GOOD WAS HER, i JUST CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'D DO THIS, i THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE FRIENDS, i THOUGHT WE WERE ALL FRIENDS, aND YOU'RE JUST, lAUGHING ABOUT IT, wERE YOU GUYS LAUGHING ABOUT ME, tOO, wHEN i DIED, hAHA, lOOK AT tAVROS, iMPALED ON HIS OWN LANCE, bECAUSE HE WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO GO AFTER vRISKA ALONE, hE DIED, aS HE LIVED, aCCOMPLISHING NOTHING,
tHANK YOU, fOR TAKING THE TIME TO EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, bUT, i STILL DON'T THINK THIS IS OKAY, aND i'M NOT JUST GOING TO ACCEPT IT, iT HAPPENED, aND i CAN'T CHANGE THAT, i KNOW IT, i KNOW ALL ABOUT, uHH, dEALING WITH THINGS YOU CAN'T cHANGE, bUT, hE'S JUST SO SAD, iT'S LIKE HE EXPECTS, eVERYONE, tO HATE HIM, uHH, nO, wAIT, iT'S LIKE HE THINKS HE DESERVES TO BE HATED, aND, i KNOW HE'S A JERK AT TIMES, bUT, uHH, tO BE HONEST, iT'S REALLY CONFUSING, aCTUALLY, sO, i MEAN, uHH, i DON'T KNOW, i DON'T WANT HIM NEAR gAMZEE, aT LEAST, iS THAT A THING THAT MAKES SENSE, }:? aNYWAY, I GUESS i'LL JUST, uHH, lET YOU HANDLE IT, iT JUST SUCKS,
uHH, i THINK, gAMZEE MIGHT LAY SEVERAL HANDS ON ME, gIVEN THE CHANCE, aND, uHH, pROBABLY NOT IN THE WAY THAT YOU ARE THINKING, aND, uHH, tHE THING YOU WERE DESCRIBING WITH sOLLUX, wAS SORT OF WHAT i WAS THINKING WITH eQUIUS, aND ALSO, tHE hIGHBLOOD THING, eVEN IF gAMZEE WON'T TRY TO HURT HIM AGAIN, hE MIGHT TRY TO MESS WITH HIM, tHERE CAN BE A LOT OF DAMAGE DONE, mENTALLY, aND EMOTIONALLY, tHROUGH A COMPUTER, }:/ tHOUGH, iT'S WEIRD, tHINKING OF eQUIUS AS SOMEONE WHO NEEDS PROTECTION, tHOUGH, iT MOSTLY SEEMS TO BE FROM HIMSELF, uHH, oN THE OFF CHANCE THAT WE RUN INTO eRIDAN, wOULD IT BE OKAY FOR HIM TO JOIN US, i SEEM TO, uHH, hAVE A WAY WITH hIGHBLOODS,
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tHIS IS PRETTY GREAT, yOU SHOULD COME AND, uHH, hANG, wITH ME AND eQUIUS,
oH, eXCEPT, mAYBE THAT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA,
sINCE kARKAT SAID YOU KILLED HIM, aND, wHILE i'M NOT SURE i BELIEVE THAT,
i THINK HE'S KIND OF DEAD, sO,,,
yOU DIDN'T KILL HIM, dID YOU,
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LOOK AT THIS MOTHERFUCKIN MIRACLE.
didn't all know it was possible for a bro to get his revive on after his head popped the fuck off.
TOOK YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN TIME.
but uh, yeah.
THAT WAS KIND OF A THING THAT HAPPENED.
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mY HEAD, iS QUITE FIRMLY ATTACHED, aS IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN,
i DON'T, kNOW WHAT YOU'RE tALKING ABOUT,
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why?
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I WON'T HOLD NONE OF THAT AGAINST YOU.
as for equibro
OUR MOTHERFUCKIN BLUEBLOODED EX-BRO
he just got himself wandered into the wrong place
AT THE WRONG MOTHERFUCKIN TIME
and couldn't follow a simple
MOTHERFUCKIN
instruction.
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gAMZEE,
i REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO THAT,
i THINK, tHAT i AM FEELING VERY CONFUSED, aND HURT, aND A LITTLE BIT SCARED, oF EVERYTHING, yOU JUST SAID,
eQUIUS HAS, uHH, wELL, aLWAYS, dONE WHATEVER YOU TELL HIM, eVEN IF IT'S REALLY DUMB THINGS THAT ARE SORT OF EMBARRASSING,
i MEAN, hE EVEN DOES WHAT kARKAT TELLS HIM, eVEN IF HE KIND OF MAKES A FUSS OVER IT,
sO, uHH, i GUESS, i JUST, rEALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND,
wHY,
oR ANYTHING AT ALL, rEALLY,
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DON'T GET INTO THIS, WHAT HAPPENED HAPPENED SO DON'T TRY AND GET INVOLVED.
THERE WERE A FEW ISSUES, BUT EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE OKAY.
GAMZEE IS MY MOIRAIL AND HE'S MY RESPONSIBILITY, NOT YOURS.
I KNOW IT'S HARD TO TAKE IN SINCE THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME SEEING HIM SOBER, BUT JUST TRUST ME.
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i DON'T, kNOW WHAT TO THINK,
i'M NOT TRYING TO, uHH, gET INVOLVED, i GUESS, i JUST,
hE'S MY FRIEND,
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SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE.
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eSPECIALLY, wHEN i HAVE eQUIUS SITTING NEXT TO ME, wITH LIKE, wHITE SPACES FOR EYES, aND BRUISES AROUND HIS NECK,
tELL ME HOW i'M SUPPOSED TO NOT WORRY, kARKAT, kNOWING something HAPPENED TO MY BRO, tHAT YOU WON'T EXPLAIN TO ME,
i CAN'T JUST, aCCEPT IT, aND PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED,
bECAUSE IT DID, aND i'M SITTING WITH THE EVIDENCE,
i'M NOT, a DELICATE FLOWER, kARKAT,
i DON'T NEED TO BE PROTECTED AND SHELTERED FROM EVERY GUST OF WIND,
i'M NOT ASKING FOR EVERY LITTLE DETAIL,
i JUST WANT TO KNOW, aND UNDERSTAND, wHAT HAPPENED TO MY BRO,
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BROTHER SURE SEEMED TO BE GETTING SOME MOTHERFUCKIN ENJOYMENT FROM IT, THOUGH.
you might say
HE WAS A LITTLE MOTHERFUCKIN...
...
...
...choked up. Bo)
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wELL, hE'S NOT REALLY LOOKING TOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW,
bUT i GUESS THIS MEANS, tHAT THERE REALLY WASN'T, a REASONABLE EXPLANATION FOR THIS, wAS THERE,
aT LEAST vRISKA, hAD REASONS FOR SOME OF THE THINGS SHE DID, eVEN IF THE, uHH, ONLY PERSON WHO THOUGHT THEY WERE GOOD WAS HER,
i JUST CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'D DO THIS,
i THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE FRIENDS,
i THOUGHT WE WERE ALL FRIENDS,
aND YOU'RE JUST, lAUGHING ABOUT IT,
wERE YOU GUYS LAUGHING ABOUT ME, tOO, wHEN i DIED,
hAHA, lOOK AT tAVROS, iMPALED ON HIS OWN LANCE, bECAUSE HE WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO GO AFTER vRISKA ALONE,
hE DIED, aS HE LIVED, aCCOMPLISHING NOTHING,
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bUT, i STILL DON'T THINK THIS IS OKAY, aND i'M NOT JUST GOING TO ACCEPT IT,
iT HAPPENED, aND i CAN'T CHANGE THAT, i KNOW IT,
i KNOW ALL ABOUT, uHH, dEALING WITH THINGS YOU CAN'T cHANGE,
bUT, hE'S JUST SO SAD, iT'S LIKE HE EXPECTS, eVERYONE, tO HATE HIM,
uHH, nO, wAIT,
iT'S LIKE HE THINKS HE DESERVES TO BE HATED,
aND, i KNOW HE'S A JERK AT TIMES, bUT, uHH, tO BE HONEST, iT'S REALLY CONFUSING, aCTUALLY,
sO, i MEAN,
uHH, i DON'T KNOW,
i DON'T WANT HIM NEAR gAMZEE, aT LEAST,
iS THAT A THING THAT MAKES SENSE, }:?
aNYWAY, I GUESS i'LL JUST, uHH, lET YOU HANDLE IT,
iT JUST SUCKS,
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aND, uHH, tHE THING YOU WERE DESCRIBING WITH sOLLUX, wAS SORT OF WHAT i WAS THINKING WITH eQUIUS,
aND ALSO, tHE hIGHBLOOD THING, eVEN IF gAMZEE WON'T TRY TO HURT HIM AGAIN, hE MIGHT TRY TO MESS WITH HIM,
tHERE CAN BE A LOT OF DAMAGE DONE, mENTALLY, aND EMOTIONALLY, tHROUGH A COMPUTER, }:/
tHOUGH, iT'S WEIRD, tHINKING OF eQUIUS AS SOMEONE WHO NEEDS PROTECTION, tHOUGH, iT MOSTLY SEEMS TO BE FROM HIMSELF,
uHH, oN THE OFF CHANCE THAT WE RUN INTO eRIDAN, wOULD IT BE OKAY FOR HIM TO JOIN US,
i SEEM TO, uHH, hAVE A WAY WITH hIGHBLOODS,
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