Oct 10, 2005 07:12
So..I quit XCW.
Why? Things were becoming too troublesome and less fun.
End of story.
Let's see, I'm also thinking of ridding myself of two aces. Danielle because she's become quite undependable due to her lack of returning phone calls. And Andrea because she doesn't seem to care as much due to her being caught up with her guy. Ah well, I'm not as hurt by these things as I was before as i realized I'm really not trusting people as much anymore. But I mean who can blame me, when people I think are friends are coming at me like this..
"Well, since you're walking out, I really don't see any real need to hold my tongue any more.
You've been stringing "creative" along for months now, promising each and every week that next week would be better, all because you wanted to hang onto that title belt as long as you could. You lobbied hard to get that title, you worked hard, sure, and you came in with all the momentum in the world... And the company, TND and myself especially, went way above and beyond the call of duty to make you. I wrote Majin as an unrelenting, unstoppable force. He got set up as Champion, and now, two weeks before the PPV when it becomes absolutely clear that the RIGHT thing to do is lose and put the COMPANY over after it did so much for Majin, and instead, you're bailing.
We invested a lot of our time and energy into Majin and CHAOS, we put CHAOS in as the dominant heel faction when they've been anything but. All the members of CHAOS have now, at one point or another, no-showed as writers or workers, and you've used your pull as champion to keep them on top. I know the level you write on, having written on it myself in gradeschool, and I know how long it takes to write a promo or a match on that level. It works out to two to three hours a week, which means you can stretch it out to about twenty minutes a day.
I'm not going to edit your thread, but I'm going to do a couple of other things; First, I'm going to call Bullshit on this whole line of reasoning. You've disrespected everyone who's done anything to help you get and keep your spot in this company. You've disrespected ACE, who's been in this storyline for a long time to have you just bail on him at the end. Now, after a month of the creative team scrambling to clean up after your inconsistancy, unreliability and pompous rhetoric regarding your position and what you deserve, it gives me great pleasure to inform you that you are no longer welcome in XCW, and that you're fired, bitch."
Well what can I say? I apologized and everything y0. What else do I disagree with...XCW -made- Majin? Whoa whoa whoa, -whut-? XCW made the guy I've spent so much time building these past 7 going on 8 years of rping? Someone needs to get over themself don't they? I dunno all those years compared to a couple months in XCW must have really made me a 'monster'. Nubis, or Ghost whatever he prefers to call himself anyway, he did a great job at putting me over when writing his defeat but I was really disappointed that he gave the company so much credit when it came to building Majin. Ah well, if I decide to come back to XCW I don't think I'll like the idea of him taking so much credit for me. I wasn't too surprised to read what Ghost had to say but..these next two..-wow-.
"You know what, If Ghost is going to do it I will as well.
I wanted to bite my tounge over the subject. I wanted to keep what i'm going to say over the last month or so to myself and not have to tell you it, but now I'm going to have to. Why? because you deserve to know what I really think of you.
At the begining you were indeed one of the top guys in the company. You were the friendliest guy in the company when I first started out and we used to talk every day.
Then as soon as you won the title you seemed to gain this ego. You appeared to have the thoughts that "As i'm the champ the rules don't apply to me". You started off your reign well and then the week of Beach Blast you started to flake. At first it seemed like you just wern't going to RP until later in the week but then you RPed on the last day, I had to pick up the main event for you and I still had to put you over no matter how pissed off I was that I had to do one more match, especially when it's the Main Event. Even after doing it you had the audacity to say "my match isn't finished but if I get it done can we use it?" Even though my match was already complete.
Then, several weeks in a row you don't write matches, we don't get explainations, you disobey direct requests from TND and still you manage to slip under the radar. When we had finally had enough and de-admined you you were still pissed. You thought that you had done nothing wrong and tried to shift the blame onto others.
You are a hypocrite Majin. You once called out TND as you thought that his personal life was interfering with the fed. You have allowed your personal life to interfere with the fed, you have put us through a month of having to clear up after you and you've now, just literally said "fuck you all, I don't give a shit about the fed."
There was one "sorry" in that statement and it was about something that basically you can no longer back up.
If you had appologised personally to Myself, Nubis and TND for everything that we have done for you maybe I'd be a little more understanding. But right now, this is about as pissed as I'm going to get."
Ego? Tch, get that shit out of my face. Not writing my matches several weeks in a row? More like people writing my matches just because they're late. Disobeying direct requests? Eh, that's my fault moving promos to the old forum because they had nothing to do with the current week's card isn't that big a problem though. When I decide to pick up because my personal life is dominating my performance it's not "Fuck you all" it's more like "sorry I've done all I can." Che. it's more than a little irritating for me because the only reason my production dropped off is because i was given responsibilities without even knowing it 90% of the time. Stack -THAT- ontop of my school work and my own personal writing. -_-. As far as callin' TND out, that's what I did, but when I called TND out I didn't disrespect him and treat him like shit. I told him respectfully what was up and to take some time off if he was having problems. Oh yeah and next time if you have a problem don't try to wait til I fall to say it say it to my face then and not later. Don't try to turn it into an ass out contest.
As for the rest of the stuph? I'm too angry to even post it because everytime i post it, it makes me sick. -_-..Blah, I'm going back to my phone conversation...