Dec 16, 2010 15:29
I've been sort of floating about these past week or so. All I've been doing is working really. I've been thinking about Susan on and off, pondering the possibilites of trying to reconnect with her. Each time though, I come to the conclusion that it's probably not a good idea right now. Everything is so unresolved though. It definitely bothers me. I guess if I kept asking "Why?" I'd probably never be satisfied. I've been drinking a lot of the money I've been earning because of this, kinda. It was Rahul's birthday on Sunday, and I spent a bit of money there. There's a bunch more social events I'm supposed to attend this weekend. I kinda don't want to go, but I need to make an appearance at least.
My CD player in my car finally died, which is making driving around less exciting. I'm going to have to spend money on that too. Jesus, I'm never going to get out of debt.
work,
women,
drunk