Time is a waste of life's energy
So, I am sitting here at Bucky's waiting for Collin to come and take me to his house. I was sitting at teh table earlier eating dinner with Tom, Bucky, and the Masja. I started thinking about everything about myself. No happy thoughts. It is probably just me being Emo and a cry baby. I feel like I have done nothing in life except make people hate me and just get annoyed at my very exsistence. I have a beautiful girlfreind who loves me and great freinds who would do alot for me but all I can do is ruin it. Ruin everything. I just don't know what is going on and it just brings me down to my knees to kick me in the face. I have spilled 2 drinks in Bucky's room and that really bothers me. Am I just a clumsy old loser? Or am I just not smart? Life is great and cruel but all in all time is just a waste of life's energy. It engulfs us all in it's presence. With no absense of pain or honor. Like a cruel and unusual oxi-moron. So cruel.
Signing off,
Legato The One
When passion's lost
And all the trust is gone
For way too far
For way too long
Children crying
Cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold
Only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say
We've done the wrong things
For way too long
For way too long
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
It's like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorn
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from the space
The circumstances of a world so cold
Burning whispers
Remind me of the days
I was left alone
In a world this cold
Guilty of the same things
Reveled by the cause
I've left alone in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
Its like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorns
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from space
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the games
Away from the flames
The circumstances of a world so COLD
Why does everyone feel like my enemy
Don't want any part of depressional darkness
I've had enough, sick and tired,
Bring the sun or I'm gone
or I'm gone, I'm packing out, I'm no more no motherf**kin' shit
Never lied, never loved, never lived, never lost, never hurt
never worried about being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
anything,
Packing out, giving up, no motherf**kin' shit never lived, never
lied, never lived, never
lived, never loved, never loved, never hate never worried about
being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A darkened corner, A blackless corner
where its safer and calmer
I'm drowning away, away from the game away from flame
Cause I feel mending the worlds of us,
I'm running away, away from the game away from this space
Of circumstances of a world so cold,
I'm flying, I'm flying away, away from the game away from the
game
Of circumstances of a world so cold.
Signing off,
Legato The One
When passion's lost
And all the trust is gone
For way too far
For way too long
Children crying
Cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold
Only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say
We've done the wrong things
For way too long
For way too long
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
It's like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorn
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from the space
The circumstances of a world so cold
Burning whispers
Remind me of the days
I was left alone
In a world this cold
Guilty of the same things
Reveled by the cause
I've left alone in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
Its like through mending the worlds of us
Keep your thorns
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from space
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the games
Away from the flames
The circumstances of a world so COLD
Why does everyone feel like my enemy
Don't want any part of depressional darkness
I've had enough, sick and tired,
Bring the sun or I'm gone
or I'm gone, I'm packing out, I'm no more no motherf**kin' shit
Never lied, never loved, never lived, never lost, never hurt
never worried about being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
anything,
Packing out, giving up, no motherf**kin' shit never lived, never
lied, never lived, never
lived, never loved, never loved, never hate never worried about
being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A darkened corner, A blackless corner
where its safer and calmer
I'm drowning away, away from the game away from flame
Cause I feel mending the worlds of us,
I'm running away, away from the game away from this space
Of circumstances of a world so cold,
I'm flying, I'm flying away, away from the game away from the
game
Of circumstances of a world so cold.