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So I want to put things into perspective. I want to get some goals set. I'll do this the same way Jordan does and just list shit.
- Find a new job, one that doesn't have me working completely fucked up hours, one where the management is actually reasonable and not complete fucking idiots.
- Get back into studying martial arts. Naminlgy Akido, Judo and something I haven't looked into yet like chinese boxing.
- Start playing the drums again. Get back into music. I hate not being able to play the drums and I hate not being able to play music and I fuckign hate it every single day.
- Get in shape. Lose my belly fat, rebuild the muscle in my thighs and calfs. Build muscle in my chest and upper arms and shoulders. Lift some weights, run a little bit. Build muslce and decrease fat.
- Get my drivers licence. I need to drive myself places, it'd make me able to do the things I want and make my abilities and opprotunities expand GREATLY.
- Get better at IIDX and Pop'n Music. There's something about these games that do something positive for you. It does something to the way you think and see things. I know it sounds silly strange bemani fag (Which I am not), but these game challenge me greatly and I feel like my reflex, dexterity and instand perception (seeing things in slow motion, like a car crash)
- Save money. It's universal.
- Be nicer to Kelly and spend more time with her, do more for her. I guess just be kinder to her. I'm not horribly mean or an asshole or abusive or anything, I just tease her alot. I should stop.
- Grow my hair out to a decent length again. Maybe re-dye it Red, or black. Or both. I don't know. I miss my long hair. My long straight hair. :
- Find a new job, one that doesn't have me working completely fucked up hours, one where the management is actually reasonable and not complete fucking idiots.
- Get back into studying martial arts. Naminlgy Akido, Judo and something I haven't looked into yet like chinese boxing.
- Start playing the drums again. Get back into music. I hate not being able to play the drums and I hate not being able to play music and I fuckign hate it every single day.
- Get in shape. Lose my belly fat, rebuild the muscle in my thighs and calfs. Build muscle in my chest and upper arms and shoulders. Lift some weights, run a little bit. Build muslce and decrease fat.
- Get my drivers licence. I need to drive myself places, it'd make me able to do the things I want and make my abilities and opprotunities expand GREATLY.
- Get better at IIDX and Pop'n Music. There's something about these games that do something positive for you. It does something to the way you think and see things. I know it sounds silly strange bemani fag (Which I am not), but these game challenge me greatly and I feel like my reflex, dexterity and instand perception (seeing things in slow motion, like a car crash)
- Save money. It's universal.
- Be nicer to Kelly and spend more time with her, do more for her. I guess just be kinder to her. I'm not horribly mean or an asshole or abusive or anything, I just tease her alot. I should stop.
- Grow my hair out to a decent length again. Maybe re-dye it Red, or black. Or both. I don't know. I miss my long hair. My long straight hair. :