Jul 20, 2005 01:47
SOO it's 2 in the morning and i am stilll up reading HARRY POTTER OHH SNAP. ugh i want to finish but i read too slow to do that. which reminds me- i've done absolutely NO summer reading. ooops :) :)
rehearsal tonight was a fucking BUST! i was soooo pissed by the end of the night bc of the fact that once again it was a big freaking cluster-fuck and we got like NOTHING done. woohoo we know how to do the opening number BIG FUCKING DEAL. ughhhh ohmygosh i'm going to die.
AND on top of all that, i got a fucking remedial theatre lesson from Gavin and Jonna. i loooove jonna so much but she pissed me the fuck off tonight! DUH you never have your back to the audience, DUH you walk with a purpose, and NO I DON'T WANT TO BE A FUCKING "MANLY MAYOR".
(i doubt anyone understands this rant but it feels soooo good :P)
if ANYONE hasn't noticed (which i'm beginning to believe), the mayor's character is ECCENTRIC (sp?) and FLAMBOUYANT and ANIMATED!!! oh my gosh why can't i be that? because it is no longer a fucking "Summer Stock", i'm acting with a bunch of 12 year olds, and living in the glorious ass-backwards state of Georgia, you can't touch the subject of anything mature, like sexuality in a fucking play. this is the ARTS we can be LIBERAL and we can BREAK BARRIERS !!!!! AHHHHH!!
ok i'm done i swear. now back to harry potter :)
<3333josh