i love summer, i hate school
today is fucking aug 1. i hate this summer is going WAY too fast.. i feel like i didnt do anything worth calling it summer vacation. i regret some things. god i say again I HATE THIS. school is definitely going to suck ass this year. at least i have some classes with friends. oh yea!!!! one thing is going to be awesome.. STEVE IS COMING TO THE HIGH SCHOOL!!! ahh *hottness* my buddy. i love stevie. ill have to violate him every time i see him. that will be nice.
lets see, yesterday i started my diet and im going to stick to it, i am blessed with tons of willpower. today i did well ok. i have a notebook that im writing what foods i ate and what exercises i did. so if that doesnt work im going bulemic and im quite serious about it. i know tomorrow my mom said she is ordering a pizza for supper so i am going to puke that up real nice after i eat YUMMI :) haha this isnt good but im not letting that shit in my system...
today i went to stephs house. i feel really bad because i dont know where stephs camera is. when me and steph went out with erin in her car i had it in my purse and i remember my purse fell over and some things fell out so im thinking her camera is still in erins moms car but we dont know how to get ahold of her mother. im really mad at myself too because my memory is for shit anymore. i call it 10 min memory i barely remember things anymore. i was telling my mom that i can remember things and i need to see someone i think. i told her that i cant even remember what i ate last night and i STILL cant remember right now. its scary, i could almost cry ALMOST.
lets see, yesterday i started my diet and im going to stick to it, i am blessed with tons of willpower. today i did well ok. i have a notebook that im writing what foods i ate and what exercises i did. so if that doesnt work im going bulemic and im quite serious about it. i know tomorrow my mom said she is ordering a pizza for supper so i am going to puke that up real nice after i eat YUMMI :) haha this isnt good but im not letting that shit in my system...
today i went to stephs house. i feel really bad because i dont know where stephs camera is. when me and steph went out with erin in her car i had it in my purse and i remember my purse fell over and some things fell out so im thinking her camera is still in erins moms car but we dont know how to get ahold of her mother. im really mad at myself too because my memory is for shit anymore. i call it 10 min memory i barely remember things anymore. i was telling my mom that i can remember things and i need to see someone i think. i told her that i cant even remember what i ate last night and i STILL cant remember right now. its scary, i could almost cry ALMOST.