Semi-Hiatus: Fangirl Challenges
Lately I'm avoiding opening LJ and JE forums. I even avoid turning on my internet in my home. Once I open LJ, I will end up wasting most of my time searching & downloading Arashi goodies..:-p Although the main intention was searching matters for my assignment.
Recently it's hard not to open LJ, since AAA has just released. Can't wait to watch it..^^
I'm having exam and my assignment are piled. My stress is doubled by the preparation for English Debating competition. But the most burden is the assignment. I prefer exam than assignment..:-p In exam, you can finish it in 90 minutes, but making assignment takes days..
Since I become JE fans, there are more challenges that I have to face in order to keep my study in the stable condition. Fangirling can be very refreshing, in other side when you do too much, it will disturb your study. Based on my analysis, here are the challenges that I'm facing:
1. Desire to browse more
For me this is the biggest challenge once I turn on my internet. I can spend about 3 hours in the night, then I'll get up late. The next thing I remember is I had not get much matter, otherwise I got lots of JE goodies..:-p It is also the same when you open forum. In forum, you'll be interested to discuss more with your friends and it really takes time.
2. Desire to watch videos and dramas
Most of the drama this season I've download is still stored in my hardisk. I haven't watch them all. I only watched Uta no Onii-san. It because I'm avoiding watching too much drama.
3. Desire to make fan art
Making fan art is really fun..^^ It's wasting time also. While I'm making fan art, I didn't realized how much time I've spent. It's quite ironic when I always realize how much time I've spent while I'm studying..:-p I can spend even 4 hours in making mobile phone theme. It's really fun. However, I should control this.
But this only applies on the busy time I guess. On your free time when you have no assignment and no exam. Based on my experience after I stop my hiatus time and free to watch all video it will feels more relaxing..^^
I believe that everyone is facing their own challenges. Being a fangirl is good, however everything which is too much is not really good. I also belive that everyone has their own priority in some matters. Do all you have to do, do things in the proper way..^^
Recently it's hard not to open LJ, since AAA has just released. Can't wait to watch it..^^
I'm having exam and my assignment are piled. My stress is doubled by the preparation for English Debating competition. But the most burden is the assignment. I prefer exam than assignment..:-p In exam, you can finish it in 90 minutes, but making assignment takes days..
Since I become JE fans, there are more challenges that I have to face in order to keep my study in the stable condition. Fangirling can be very refreshing, in other side when you do too much, it will disturb your study. Based on my analysis, here are the challenges that I'm facing:
1. Desire to browse more
For me this is the biggest challenge once I turn on my internet. I can spend about 3 hours in the night, then I'll get up late. The next thing I remember is I had not get much matter, otherwise I got lots of JE goodies..:-p It is also the same when you open forum. In forum, you'll be interested to discuss more with your friends and it really takes time.
2. Desire to watch videos and dramas
Most of the drama this season I've download is still stored in my hardisk. I haven't watch them all. I only watched Uta no Onii-san. It because I'm avoiding watching too much drama.
3. Desire to make fan art
Making fan art is really fun..^^ It's wasting time also. While I'm making fan art, I didn't realized how much time I've spent. It's quite ironic when I always realize how much time I've spent while I'm studying..:-p I can spend even 4 hours in making mobile phone theme. It's really fun. However, I should control this.
But this only applies on the busy time I guess. On your free time when you have no assignment and no exam. Based on my experience after I stop my hiatus time and free to watch all video it will feels more relaxing..^^
I believe that everyone is facing their own challenges. Being a fangirl is good, however everything which is too much is not really good. I also belive that everyone has their own priority in some matters. Do all you have to do, do things in the proper way..^^