i dont want you back but ill never ever love the same way again!
have you ever had ur heart stop after hearing sumthin??...well it happend tonite which made me realize. i actually care about him. FUCK i care about him FUCK FUCK FUCK... he almost died last nite... killer was tellin me... he was driving home and sum fucker fell asleep behind the wheel, swirved off and realised it and swirved into his lane... he then swirved into oncommin traffic... and almost got into a head on colision. yea... scary... o gawd honestly i almsot freaked...
anywho.... i went into work tonite.. i was BORED ...so i decided to work. yea sad life i live.. i kno i kno i kno... paul cheered me up. then dan came in... wow. i thought he was dead... no no but man is he bitter towards me... ouch like seriously... the akwardness....sshitttt.... hahaha. umm... i failed in quittin smokin... i really cant... ill get fat... it wont be pretty. if i even go up a pound ill freak so... im stayin wit smokin for now. but im really not smokin that much anymroe...1 pack/week NO tossing, adn if i run out b4 the weeks over... then none... fuck i want to quit but i dont wanna be fat... ugh..
umm co-ops goin awesome... this week i was in newmarket... i got close wit ian lee and james. it was fun.. really honestly... hahaha even though they call me a princess... i dont care... i drove james home on friday. we got off at fuckin 230! yea baby...:D:D:D hmm...wut else
yea ok so iv been accepted to georgian for business admin, adn marketing, fanshaw for tv broadcasting, and general arts adn science, and humber for business marketing... the only program i havent heard from humber film and tv... fuck i want in so bad i love my co-op i love the work we do but. wutever. if i dont get in ... i must choose where to go.. im thinkin humber cuz then next year i can apply 2 the film and tv, but i wanna go to georgian cuz i kno so many pple goin there, adn like... he applyed there... and yea.. but thats currently, but like then there is the whole fanshaw i can go for sumwut of wut i want but its so fuckin far away, ... gah so fuckin many decisions to make...its hard... really hard. but i have time to deciede... i honestly think humber thou... it makes the most sence.
anyways. heres sum lyrics, i love this song. cept i want him back. sorta...
Old school love- devine brown
Its funni how memories keep bringing u back to me
Just wen I started to get myself together again thoughts of u come creepin in.Met at a party in june wasn’t really tryin to notice u. looked at me with sweet brown eyes walked up and said hi who would have known that a love affair like ours would grow then slip away. Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine but never on time your steady on my mind still miss that old skool not quite the right one love I don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. Now here I am starting over wit a new love hes a real man with a good heart hes more then enough laid back and smooth with a warm and gental touch never never to much here I go again thinkin bout ur lips when Im kissing him there you go again blowing me back makin me remince I kno its wrong to be holdin on can you for being the one I Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine but never on time your stedy on my mind still miss that old school not quite the right one love don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. Did ya tell me that youd never care me like. Didn’t ya tell me thatd ud never say good bye, I followed my heart and you tore it appart look wut u did.. .all that I just cant let go. Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine never on time your stedy on my mind still miss that old schol not quite the right one love don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. I don’t want you back no no I don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again.
anywho.... i went into work tonite.. i was BORED ...so i decided to work. yea sad life i live.. i kno i kno i kno... paul cheered me up. then dan came in... wow. i thought he was dead... no no but man is he bitter towards me... ouch like seriously... the akwardness....sshitttt.... hahaha. umm... i failed in quittin smokin... i really cant... ill get fat... it wont be pretty. if i even go up a pound ill freak so... im stayin wit smokin for now. but im really not smokin that much anymroe...1 pack/week NO tossing, adn if i run out b4 the weeks over... then none... fuck i want to quit but i dont wanna be fat... ugh..
umm co-ops goin awesome... this week i was in newmarket... i got close wit ian lee and james. it was fun.. really honestly... hahaha even though they call me a princess... i dont care... i drove james home on friday. we got off at fuckin 230! yea baby...:D:D:D hmm...wut else
yea ok so iv been accepted to georgian for business admin, adn marketing, fanshaw for tv broadcasting, and general arts adn science, and humber for business marketing... the only program i havent heard from humber film and tv... fuck i want in so bad i love my co-op i love the work we do but. wutever. if i dont get in ... i must choose where to go.. im thinkin humber cuz then next year i can apply 2 the film and tv, but i wanna go to georgian cuz i kno so many pple goin there, adn like... he applyed there... and yea.. but thats currently, but like then there is the whole fanshaw i can go for sumwut of wut i want but its so fuckin far away, ... gah so fuckin many decisions to make...its hard... really hard. but i have time to deciede... i honestly think humber thou... it makes the most sence.
anyways. heres sum lyrics, i love this song. cept i want him back. sorta...
Old school love- devine brown
Its funni how memories keep bringing u back to me
Just wen I started to get myself together again thoughts of u come creepin in.Met at a party in june wasn’t really tryin to notice u. looked at me with sweet brown eyes walked up and said hi who would have known that a love affair like ours would grow then slip away. Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine but never on time your steady on my mind still miss that old skool not quite the right one love I don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. Now here I am starting over wit a new love hes a real man with a good heart hes more then enough laid back and smooth with a warm and gental touch never never to much here I go again thinkin bout ur lips when Im kissing him there you go again blowing me back makin me remince I kno its wrong to be holdin on can you for being the one I Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine but never on time your stedy on my mind still miss that old school not quite the right one love don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. Did ya tell me that youd never care me like. Didn’t ya tell me thatd ud never say good bye, I followed my heart and you tore it appart look wut u did.. .all that I just cant let go. Still miss that old school love not quite that do right love your love was fine never on time your stedy on my mind still miss that old schol not quite the right one love don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again. I don’t want you back no no I don’t want you back but ill never ever love the same way again.