im really fed up
this other guy that i knew that liked me and all is a very good friend to me, and we were talkin for a while but never really wanted to say anything cause it was just too awkward, but now i regret it. me and him and his band were really tight. i feel like im slippin away from them and it hurts really bad. i love them...i mean their my people and i can relate to them and shit. thats hard to find also. we just connect when we're together. and im slippin away very slowly as in if it were stretching my heart further and further apart. its really messed up. damn, i miss them so much. the only reason why i havent seen or talked to them cause i call and noone answers and they have more business to tend to. *sighs* everthings fallin to pieces again...