maybe im just too dull....

[legalizeweed]

it seems like everything has just gone downhill for me. none of my friends call me anymore or they dont wanna hang out. it seems like everybodys just changing. thats probably why i think i should date somebody but there's just too many consequences with a guy. i just want a guy that will just hang out with me and just fukin party all the time and have wild monkey sex. that sounds about right. i need to meet new peeps i guess. but i already know everybody around here. ugh...im so pitiful arent i?

well this past weekend has been quite boring. i just smoked a little. not alot. just enough to keep me from thinkin crazy stuff. i dont smoke all the time, i just smoke on occasions. i need to find somethin to do quick!!!

I HATE MYSELF