I've been having mixed feelings about some most things in my life right now. I just go through the motions of everyday, it's so routine. I need something exciting in my life. I need to shake things up. Yes. I love one word sentences, I'm such the grammar queen,
ANYWAY.. I'm slipping in school. 70's-80's in Chem, Euro was a big fat C on my last paper, English quizzes on "Tale of Two Cities" have been less than what I'd like. Going from all A's to this is kind of, unexpected. I need to actually apply myself like I used to, and study for a good amount of time instead of spending my nights running up my cellphone bill and talking on IM or listening to music. Sure I study, but not like I know I should. Tomorrow is the day I'm going to turn things around, beginning with my English vocab test.
Things with Bryce have been good, I don't know how he puts up with my crap, but I'm really lucky that he's here for me, friends/boyfriend and girlfriend/whatever we are. Last weekend was kind of a mental breakdown but I'm happy to say I'm somewhat better now, and I can't wait to see him this Saturday and work things out and just talk because we never really get a chance to do that.. we're both so busy. But yes, I know he's reading this and I'm really glad you're here for me babe.
On another note, I was hoping to go to Sun Valley over President's Day weekend and chill with Kimbra, Robbie, Alexis, everyone. But unfortunately tickets have to be a bitching $400 so no SV for me :(. But luckily the tickets to Minneapolis are not nearly as expensive, so I will be spending a magnificent 4 day weekend with Tiny, Katpee, Sarah, and Alex.. I cannot wait to see these girls.
Friends at home have been, eh. I've been so busy and stressed and just not really there for anyone and I need to reevaluate everything and spend some time with my girls soon. Nora and I are going to rock Italy in March, and we both know it =). I had a lovely dinner last weekend with Sarah and Lauren, followed by some OC-age, the usual. Don't even get me started on Lauren, that's a whole entry in itself. We never used to fight, and now we get in these stupid fights that are over stupid things, like moving a yearbook folder into the trash on the desktop of a computer. Yes, that was our fight this morning. Hahahah. Wow, must go study vocab now.
OH, skating almost kicked my ass today, but luckily I was there to kick it right back. Nailed those double flips like there was no tomorrow. Haha it was a good way to get some anger out. I just kept doing them and doing them until I landed each one and then I was satisfied and let myself go home.