I Beg to Dream and Differ From The Hollow Lies...
Work today. We were busy enough until about 12:30. Dad stayed the entire time, which I really didn't like. I don't quite know how to act around him right now. He's been very... um... decent? Not perfect (he managed to piss me off multiple times at the diner today) but decent. I've even caught him intentionally refraining from, well, being his normal self. An ass. I'm nowhere near convinced yet, but I do believe this is the most genuine effort he's ever made in the whole "I can be a better father" area. Gah. I'm not going to just put up my hands and sign a peace treaty, either. No way. Jeff and Dingo can probably vouch for the poorly concealed hostility on my part today. (BTW, they cam in to the diner today. Thanks guys!) I almost feel guilty for not being more forgiving... but not quite. I don't know. We'll see what happens. Anyway. Should be interesting. Yesterday was the last pep band game. My last one ever!! :( That makes me sad. It was fun though. Afterwards we went to Kari's and we started playing that 10 fingers "I've never..." game. Everyone kept ganging up on me! lol. It was funny. My rich, ecentric aunt spent the night last night to go to a semenar in Chicago early this morning. She's so strange. She's worth over a million, lives by herself, and yet she has no furniture in her 4 bedroom house. Seriously. She has a couch, a table, and a bed, thats about it. She payed for her car in cash, and yet she buys all of her clothes at the Salvation Army. I don't get it. Thats about it for now...
Oh yeah one more thing. If someone says they will call you tonight, isn't it normal to expect them to call you... oh, I don't know... TONIGHT???
Oh yeah one more thing. If someone says they will call you tonight, isn't it normal to expect them to call you... oh, I don't know... TONIGHT???