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It's hard to write these things down, you know? -- Well, of course you know, since I'm addressing myself. I wish I weren't, though. It seems so stupid to write things I already know for me to read, but I suppose letting everyone see it wouldn't be so clever, either. I think too much, do you know? Everything runs together an awful lot. I wonder, does anyone think in nice proper straight lines? Sometimes I think Caden does, but it's not true all the time, either.
I really do think too much. It's the fact that it's all incredibly important that's the biggest problem. I always knew-- not thought, mind you (me?)-- I was extraordinary. That's not how it's meant to sound, but I know what I mean. It's a little obvious, if you really consider it. I considered it often. Isn't it so weird, like this? I know all the stories, of course, and the fact that it's so easy for me to believe is the problem. There's different ways to be special.
I don't want to be an impossibility. Does that make sense? I think it does.
It's hard to write these things down, you know? -- Well, of course you know, since I'm addressing myself. I wish I weren't, though. It seems so stupid to write things I already know for me to read, but I suppose letting everyone see it wouldn't be so clever, either. I think too much, do you know? Everything runs together an awful lot. I wonder, does anyone think in nice proper straight lines? Sometimes I think Caden does, but it's not true all the time, either.
I really do think too much. It's the fact that it's all incredibly important that's the biggest problem. I always knew-- not thought, mind you (me?)-- I was extraordinary. That's not how it's meant to sound, but I know what I mean. It's a little obvious, if you really consider it. I considered it often. Isn't it so weird, like this? I know all the stories, of course, and the fact that it's so easy for me to believe is the problem. There's different ways to be special.
I don't want to be an impossibility. Does that make sense? I think it does.