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Somebody save me, I'm going to have to sew something. My kayack needs a cover to streamline it during transport and keep crawly things out while it's stored (the middle of the lake is the last place I want to be trapped with any of our numerous black widows).
I'm not going kayaking this weekend, though, at least not with the nephews. My dad seems interested in going out to the lake, though.
Mom's getting really stressed out, and I'm not sure what to do. It's beginning to look like we can't afford a lot of our medications any more. I don't feel like quite such a burden anymore, since I'm earning enough to pay for most of my supplies and food, and I'm paying mom back for everything involving the geckos, but still. I can't ask George if there are any full-time positions I can pick up for Fall because I'm taking my full load of courses (to stay active with our non-existant health insurance? What the hell...), which include the classes I need to be promoted (I'm fairly certain I will be, because they already seem to think of me as a teacher). Long story short, I wish I could get ahold of my own health care so my parents at least wouldn't have to deal with that.
I feel bad for my dad, too. He keeps getting awesome scores on the admissions tests, and going to interviews, but nobody actually fucking hires him. I guess they go to younger people, or whatever. I want to help so badly, but I know logically that there's nothing I can do to get him a job. Fuck.
I'm not going kayaking this weekend, though, at least not with the nephews. My dad seems interested in going out to the lake, though.
Mom's getting really stressed out, and I'm not sure what to do. It's beginning to look like we can't afford a lot of our medications any more. I don't feel like quite such a burden anymore, since I'm earning enough to pay for most of my supplies and food, and I'm paying mom back for everything involving the geckos, but still. I can't ask George if there are any full-time positions I can pick up for Fall because I'm taking my full load of courses (to stay active with our non-existant health insurance? What the hell...), which include the classes I need to be promoted (I'm fairly certain I will be, because they already seem to think of me as a teacher). Long story short, I wish I could get ahold of my own health care so my parents at least wouldn't have to deal with that.
I feel bad for my dad, too. He keeps getting awesome scores on the admissions tests, and going to interviews, but nobody actually fucking hires him. I guess they go to younger people, or whatever. I want to help so badly, but I know logically that there's nothing I can do to get him a job. Fuck.