It feels like twenty below...

Jul 24, 2005 21:50

Remembering, everything,
about my world and when you came.
Wondering, the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me, well,
I don’t really think so.

Ashleigh called me today. Just a little bit ago. I havnt talked to her for awhile. I havnt seen her in forever. After we hung up, I just realized how much I miss her and how she made me feel. I also realized how alone I really have always been. I guess I got lucky with her...but my luck has never really been anything to rely on...

I'll be fine.
It's ok.
I'm used to it by now.

I've almost convinced myself that I wont find someone that I can fall for that will like me back.

On these cold lonely nights, without you next to me
It feels like twenty below...

I'll be fine.
It's ok.
I'm used to it by now.

Ehh...I'll get over it. Neway, we move into the house in one week. This may be the greatest thing ever. It's a new chapter of my life. And I've never been more excited. Maybe this is my chance to finally get it right. I also get to see my friend Katie from Minnesota in 4 days. Cant wait for that trip.

If it makes you less sad. I'll take your pictures all down. And every picture you've hanged, I will paint myself out...

Yup...music is my only remedy. Goodnight.
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