Jul 24, 2005 21:50
Remembering, everything,
about my world and when you came.
Wondering, the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me, well,
I don’t really think so.
Ashleigh called me today. Just
a little bit ago. I havnt talked to her for awhile. I havnt seen her in
forever. After we hung up, I just realized how much I miss her and how
she made me feel. I also realized how alone I really have always been.
I guess I got lucky with her...but my luck has never really been
anything to rely on...
I'll be fine.
It's ok.
I'm used to it by now.
I've almost convinced myself that I wont find someone that I can fall for that will like me back.
On these cold lonely nights, without you next to me
It feels like twenty below...
I'll be fine.
It's ok.
I'm used to it by now.
Ehh...I'll
get over it. Neway, we move into the house in one week. This may be the
greatest thing ever. It's a new chapter of my life. And I've never been
more excited. Maybe this is my chance to finally get it right. I also
get to see my friend Katie from Minnesota in 4 days. Cant wait for that
trip.
If it makes you less sad. I'll take your pictures all down. And every picture you've hanged, I will paint myself out...
Yup...music is my only remedy. Goodnight.