oh my sweet ashley, ur right..life is not fair. so many bad things happen to good people and the survivors are left to scream and ask themselves why, begging for answers. ur mother was chosen out of the 6 billion people in the world for a reason..although we may not find out what that is for a while, there was a reason. god needed her to be with him. ur mother was an amazing person, i kno i dont have to tell u that one. she touched all of us. she took care of us like we were her own children and u kno i loved telling her things about ur love life.ill never ever for as long as i live forget the way she screamed ur name when u got in trouble..."ASSSHHHHH!!!"..i loved it so much. ur mother may not be here physically, and i kno thats the hardest thing to get over, but she will ALWAYS be here in our hearts and through our memories. never ever forget all of the good times u had with her. she's watching you..believe it or not..i know she is and i know she will be so proud of you. let me tell u why i think shes watching over us..the day that she died, i saw u in the shoprite parking lot..but i almost didnt make it there..i almost got hit by a car comming 50 mph at my drivers side door, but i swerved out of the way, and i dont even kno how cuz i got scared and closed my eyes like an idoit..i really think ur mom saved me because if i got hit, i wouldnt have seen you and i wouldnt have been there to comfort her daughter. she'll always be watching over us. but i just want you to be aware that you will never be alone. you will always have us. and obviously we are no replacement, but even if you need us to come over and sit with u in silence, we're only a call away. ur mother wanted you to live your life to the fullest. and we are going to be here to help u every step of the way. i also want you to kno that ur mother has taught me what is maybe the most valuable lesson in life. she has taught me to slow down and look around me once in a while...to pay attention to the small things..to appreciate the wind..to stop worrying about school and grades and just have fun...your mother's memory will never die. we loved her and we love you...best friends always and forever..
oh and umm...the cat is on the fan.
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